Just Me, Myself, my life

2010-03-15T18:02:00.004+08:00

ha. this is not the first time that u left w/o even saying gdbye.
But today, talk to u just then, then u went toilet, so i went back to my seat.
The next moment, u left w/o even saying a word.
less than 5 min and u jus left like dat.
dun even wanna ask if i wanna go too?
Do u know i felt so shit?
i'm really disappointed can.

2010-02-05T20:15:00.002+08:00

谢谢你
让我一次又一次有这种感觉
就像一把刀插入心中
那么的痛

我想
我能和她比什么
认识四年的她与认识几个月的我
所以我放弃

2009-10-31T18:09:00.001+08:00

why does it always end up like this?

i really dunno what to say.

2009-10-29T19:07:00.002+08:00

Frankly,i dun fear of becoming old, not able to walk freely and finally death.

But i really fear the day when loved ones are getting older and older in time to come and sleep finally bring them away forever.

2009-09-28T21:51:00.001+08:00

sick
my throat hurts so much so that even when i'm swallowing down my saliva, i can feel the pain.

2009-09-22T21:32:00.000+08:00

我想说但说不出来

can u feel what i feel?

2009-09-20T15:56:00.000+08:00

Truth is beautiful, without doubt; but so are lies.
Wats real and wats not, is all in your Faith & Doubt.
Faith or Doubt, they come in pair,
I show you doubt, to prove that faith exists.
Wats real and wats not?

2009-09-15T20:47:00.003+08:00

你还是没把日期记得
但我希望我送你的礼物，
你能收好。

这个日期，将会成为
回忆... 那再也找不回来的从前
谢谢你.

2009-09-13T21:22:00.002+08:00

我想我该放手了

2009-09-12T00:44:00.000+08:00

The only thing that lasts longer than a friend's love is the stupidity that keeps us from knowing any better.

2009-09-09T20:06:00.002+08:00

being on duty for the past 3 days
as an invigilator for the GCE N level examination.

Ha..
Looking at the setting of the tables and chairs
in the so familiar examination hall

Looking at uniform that the students were wearing
i wore the same design too

Last time as a student
Now, working in there
and switched the role

i still remember last time i hate doing exams
doing the paper and the invigilators walking round

now, my turn to walk round
looking at them doing their exams
giving out the papers
and collecting them

i felt it was just totally like a dream
a wonderful one.
never had i thought this could ever happen.
____________________________________________________________________

but the sch had lots of changes
not very drastic though
but the feeling's really different

the building's still there
but the people,the system
and the role i'm playing changes
over the years
the sentimental values somehow lost

working with some of my teachers
who are still ard

i somehow, sometimes just feel
out of place.

really.

2009-09-09T01:40:00.000+08:00

i hope u like the gift?

2009-09-08T21:08:00.003+08:00

i'm super tired.

2009-09-06T22:02:00.000+08:00

All people want is someone to listen.

2009-08-22T23:25:00.003+08:00

what can i say?
i dunno what to say.

what can i do?
i dunno what to do.

how can i express?
i dunno how to express.

so this is the expression i give.
so 无奈。

2009-08-15T21:48:00.000+08:00

happy 11th month, sis

2009-08-10T22:00:00.003+08:00

好久没和你说话了
好久没见到你了
你还好吗？

我想我们俩的距离也疏远了吧？
但回忆还留在脑海里
是不会消失的
除非我失忆了

2009-08-10T21:31:00.002+08:00

i dread to go to sch tmrw
ha why would i walk to this stage

why i ever want to even teach?
nvr is my ambition

Inspire. Be a Teacher.
TEACH.

now let me rearrange the word.
H- how
T- to
E- educate
A- a
C- child
How to educate a child?

i need someone to TEACH me pls.
it seems so hard, no, its actually hard
i feel like giving up.

2009-08-07T23:28:00.002+08:00

i think it's really time
the feeling is coming back again
i feel i'm worthless
even if i'm here or not
it doesn't really matter anymore
cos i just felt this way.

2009-08-04T19:37:00.000+08:00

i'm very tired.

2009-07-29T16:53:00.000+08:00

Both thinking that other is busy and will not contact each other,
thinking it might be disturbing to the other party.

As time passes,
both will think
"let the other one contact me first."

After some time, each will think
" Why should i contact first?"

From here onwards,
not wanting to contact each other
the friendship will start to drift apart...
Further and Further.

Finally, the memory becomes weak
due to lack of contact.

And we forget each other?

2009-07-28T18:31:00.003+08:00

ha. i'm sick... again.
this yr sick alot of times le.
it's only like half the yr and every month i bound to be sick.
fever, flu, sore throat all come together....
and here we go again
feeling very 辛苦 now.

2009-07-22T18:04:00.002+08:00

i dunno what i'm feeling.
i'm just too complicated.
cant i just be a little more simple?
or can things be simpler?

but i'm feeling very empty too.
body, mind and soul.

2009-07-18T00:42:00.003+08:00

When we last chatted?
1 mth ago
and we never talk again.
Not even a single word.
aren't we cool.

2009-07-16T19:03:00.003+08:00

Learn to forgive and forget.
i should have long learn.
but will it really make my life happier?
i should think so.
and i think i have learnt.
but am i happier?
even if i do so.

学怎么原谅和忘记
我早该学会
但学会了，人生会活得更快乐吗?
我想会吧。
我想我现在已学会了
但我真的快乐了吗？

2009-07-15T20:47:00.000+08:00

happy 10th month,sis

2009-06-25T19:48:00.002+08:00

I really dun feel good.
Starting to think i made the wrong choice again.
Why do i always make wrong choices?
and always finding trouble for myself.

Is there anything that i can do to make myself better?
cos i'm feeling shit again.

2009-06-15T23:30:00.000+08:00

happy 9th month, sis

2009-06-07T00:53:00.004+08:00

What's the purpose of life?
When will i die?
I did a quiz and it said that i will die pretty soon..
In 2015 and a car accident!
I may die in a terribly ugly state?
So if really that's the case, i will only have 6 yrs more to live.

Will people feel sad when i die?
Will people even know of my worth?
Will people even care?
Will people even shed a tear for me?

Treasure all the things you have now
Be contented and stop grumbling
express what u feel to the people u care
let them know
before it's too late
by then when slp takes me away 4ever
i will not be able to do so or to know that ppl cared

cos life's just short and unpredictable

2009-05-30T00:14:00.002+08:00

My temper is getting from bad to worst!
I feel so frustrated!
so sick and tired of all the things around.
I flare my temper
so damn F**K
Arghh. Kill me
i need to breathe

2009-05-25T17:55:00.001+08:00

Well, communication is a 2 way process.
Even if i tried so hard
so What?
It's all meaningless.
I'm giving up

2009-05-23T19:44:00.003+08:00

我只想当妹妹

2009-05-19T20:55:00.002+08:00

五年后，再回到我曾经那么熟悉的地方。

感觉是那么地微妙，那么地兴奋和那么点儿担心。

我想我回去的其中一个原因是因为-你。

但我们总是那么地没有缘分。

我好不容易才来了，你却要离开了。

我以为我再也不向以前那么地在乎你了。

但我错了，再一次见到你，我知道你还是在我心中有个位置。

过了那么久，始终没改变。

你要离开了，我真的不知要哭还是要笑。

我只知道我会舍不得。

但我真心祝福你在新的环境里会比在这里更加更加地开心‘ 快乐

有缘再见吧！

Goodbye.

2009-05-17T15:29:00.000+08:00

!@#$%^&**&^%$#@!@#$%^&

2009-05-15T22:43:00.000+08:00

Happy 8th month, sis

2009-05-13T21:18:00.008+08:00

this is so cute... I like...

i like this also... Good Luck Bear. Think i need one though... i always no luck. =(

and this is funny...

have an early nite. tired

2009-05-06T20:44:00.000+08:00

this week tutorial's like SHIT
i can say is SHIT
really
The teacher...
i simply "love" him to death
i cant concentrate in his class AT ALL
dun understand him a single bit
and 5 assignments,
1 day 1 assignment
and more coming up!
how bad can this be?
kill me.
still doing assignment
haven have dinner
i'm hungry &
TOTALLY TIRED
i'm unhappy =(
i wanna cry

2009-05-05T21:51:00.002+08:00

如果我离开了，
你会发现吗？

2009-05-02T21:07:00.002+08:00

Is Mr Weather having fever?
Why is it so HOT and WARM these days?
Really cant stand it.
Take care and get well soon, Mr Weather.
cos u dun get well, i'm getting sick.

2009-04-27T23:18:00.000+08:00

我累了，真的累了

2009-04-23T17:18:00.001+08:00

i feel totally shit

2009-04-21T21:28:00.002+08:00

Think i'm dying soon...

totally cant breathe through my nose
so breathe through my mouth
and coughing till as if my lungs are popping out
my throat hurts

-RIP-

2009-04-20T22:50:00.001+08:00

well well well, i have nothing to say now.

2009-04-15T21:11:00.000+08:00

Happy 7th months, sis.

2009-04-11T15:26:00.001+08:00

Song Title: The Climb

Artist:Miley Cyrus

2009-04-09T22:10:00.003+08:00

The always DONT SLP ON TRAIN me

IS NOW SLPING ON TRAIN for real

For the past wk, i'm slping like nobody's business!

Guess i'm really tired.

Having backache too.

Traveling from almost one end to another everyday.

Thanks la.

Still have 9 more wks to go.

Hope i can really survive...

Cat, u can do it man!

Jiayou ba...

2009-04-05T19:24:00.003+08:00

nice one.

2009-04-04T21:11:00.002+08:00

i feel so empty.
and tired
slept the whole day.

2009-03-15T19:15:00.001+08:00

It's 15th again
Happy 6th months, sis

2009-02-21T00:28:00.002+08:00

Today was my official last day
i wasn't happy or sad
all i felt was normal for the day

now i just know there is this sudden sadness in my heart.
though not long enough to say really close to you people
i always thought these months i haven started to grow to really like you people
the feeling not that strong and close

But what now?

at this moment
a drop of tear just dropped down
followed by a few more

i was actually starting to like you people
after all, not that bad

anyway, what's done cannot be undone
and please dont look back

2009-02-17T19:06:00.002+08:00

you seemed to be strong
i hope u are really fine
the feeling of losing a loved one
and it happened so sudden

i felt the pain
when i saw u cried
even though we are not that close

Stay strong

2009-02-15T18:25:00.003+08:00

Still not feeling well.
Have been sick, recovering and sick again.
that nose of mine
a week le
still running and blocking
u WIN!
i LOSE!

feverish too.
what happen?
tell me why.

2009-02-15T18:16:00.003+08:00

Happy five months, sis.
Words dun have to speak aloud.
Just use the <3 heart to feel.

2009-02-01T22:30:00.002+08:00

心情不好

2009-01-27T20:25:00.003+08:00

it's nice to talk to someone
someone whom u din contact for a while

it's funny how people and people get together
and then apart
just like that

sometimes there's really no reason
why will get together
and then just suddenly apart
maybe it's just the right time and the right feel

sometimes apart till like some stranger
like don't know each other before

ask me if i experienced?
i said yes
and happened many times
i believed many others do

no matter what,
all i have to say...

* It's amazing when strangers become friends, but it's sad when friends become strangers*

and if it happens
just have to face it.

2009-01-24T23:53:00.006+08:00

can i have some peace?

2009-01-20T18:08:00.003+08:00

Well, today was shitty at work
that colleague of mine
either take leaves or MCs
can really MCs so many days?
last wk took 2 days MCs
yesterday took urgent leave
today took MC again
what she want?
i'm really pissed
got so much work to clear for my own
and still have to cover hers
piling up and more to come
i'm gg super crazy
my mood gets extra hot.
at a point of time i think i cant breathe
my breath just stopped.
my mind just blanked
my eyes and ears just shut

____________________________________________________
the usual same route back home
the 5 min walk from the mrt to home
today i actually took 20 min
many things running through my mind
i cant think.

i seriously dunno what i wanted
i seriously not feeling very happy
i seriously dun even know what i'm feeling inside myself
i cant see the future
i cant imagine
my visions are blurred
i have no directions anymore

but still i have to pretend to be strong
i'm tired
i dunno myself anymore

2009-01-20T00:31:00.002+08:00

can someone just take a knife and stab me right through.
so i will just say goodbye to the world

2009-01-18T18:02:00.003+08:00

i'm very vexed
infact i'm scared
i dunno how

the timing always wrong
Why do things alway happen at the wrong time
just when i started to accept things
and here came something else to disrupt

think i just have to do it
and get over

2009-01-15T23:05:00.004+08:00

Happy Four Months, sis.

2009-01-10T21:52:00.002+08:00

sometimes ppl are just so fake
so plastic
& backstabbers
infront of you, angels
behind you, devils
they can act so well
best actresses awards.
so xi guan jiu hao
cos already numbed.

now i cant really differentiate the gd & bad
so everyone's neutral

maybe used to be too silly
thinking that if u are gd to ppl
they will be gd to you too

i wont use my heart to feel anymore
i wont give my feelings and says
i have no words to describe how i felt

and dun think that when ppl are good to you means they are good
and dun think that when ppl are bad to you means they are bad
just stay neutral
and never get feelings invovled

so dun be surprised that
one day u'll see the 'cold' side of me

2009-01-03T22:07:00.005+08:00

Less talks
Less communications
Less time spent
Less of everything
somehow i dun like the feeling
__________________________________________________________________

Goodbye 2008, Welcome 2009.

But still i dont really feel that it's a new year.

It was just another normal day and another year

the only change is that 2008, 2009.

and all of us will have their birthdays coming again

and then cny

and then all the other holidays and occasions

over and over again

repeating all over

but life still goes on

and have to work

so much of it

and i do not know if i'll still be in my current job

hope that this new yr- 2009

will be a better yr

peace, happiness and good health ahead. =)

2008-12-19T19:10:00.001+08:00

how much do you care?
have you ever cared?

2008-12-04T20:32:00.003+08:00

well

not a good girl
not a good daughter
not a good sister
not a good dancer
not a good worker
not a good-tempered girl
not a good friend
not a good person

dun get close to me
cos i'm jus good for nothing

2008-11-25T20:32:00.003+08:00

hav you ever felt so comfortable saying anything

simply any little thing

without hesitating to a person?

sometimes i wanna say what i'm feeling

and the things that were kept in my heart

i want to say

but...

2008-11-24T21:47:00.002+08:00

the thought that i'm gg back to my sec sch tmrw
is kind of so fascinating and so filled with hope
i'm so excited
i'm happy too
but also
i'm a little afraid
i dunno how to describe

not visiting my teachers or anything else
but for something
something, quite serious
i really dunno where my future lies but
i'm full with passion this one time
something which i think i will like and think will enjoy doing
but i'm not sure if it will be a success

this once familiar place
the environment and things
where i spent for 4 years
when i was much younger
still growing and learning
that's the place

but i should not hope too much
cos the more i hoped
the more disappointing it will be
if it turns out bad

but still i'm soo soo excited
think i cant slp tonite..

2008-11-23T10:35:00.002+08:00

ha
it's sun
tmrw's mon
gonna work
then tue
wed
thur
fri
sat and
sun
again, another wk's gone
time's passing fast
hav u treasured the time?

2008-11-22T18:15:00.002+08:00

you are you and I am I,
you do your things and I'll do mine too,
and if in the end we meet up together,
it is beautiful.

2008-11-19T10:12:00.001+08:00

you said you know
but i say you dont

2008-11-12T21:17:00.004+08:00

i think i really dun understand

and so i'm just leaving it
__________________________________________________________________

i read my horoscope today and it says:

Letting go of some of your negative energy is easier to do when you get your heart pumping! So go for a long jog in the woods, hit the gym, or just do some jumping jacks in your kitchen while the cookies are baking! As long as you can fit some kind of exercise into your day, you will help yourself get over an old grudge, forgive someone who wronged you, or shake loose a bad feeling about someone. Focusing on making your life better lets you be more positive overall.

But I slept for half the day instead of exercising..
so i'm not going to get over an old grudge, 4give someone who wronged me or shake loose a bad feeling abt someone?

well do u believe in reading horoscope?

2008-11-06T18:56:00.002+08:00

take my heart away
so that i wont feel anything
simply nothing
happy sad angry disappointment
anything

and can still be alive
by then will be a living dead

but i dun mind
i wished i was cold blooded
so nothing can affect me

2008-11-04T22:10:00.002+08:00

well, more than 14 years of relationship
and they both finally tied the knot
and everyone showered their blessings on their wedding day
in that high class hotel

set up their own cosy home
designed their own house
make it till so posh and stuffs

yet now they break up
not even a yr of marriage though
i really dun understand

can just 说分开就分开?
难道不知道心会痛？
一点感觉都没有？
那么多一起度过的美好日子
说放弃就放弃
我肯定一切都忘不了。

可能在一起久了，一切都是因为习惯
而再也不是爱情？

如果早知会这样
那为何当初要结婚？
然后再这样的收场？

我真的觉得很可惜。。。
但这最终还是你们的选择和决定。
now seperate ways but still
祝你们两都幸福‘ 快乐吧。

2008-11-03T21:50:00.002+08:00

It's monday

i dunno y i started disliking monday ever since i started work

i only love fri nite, saturday and sunday b4 4pm.

cos after 4pm, will start to hav monday blues even though not even monday yet.

then MON, TUE, WED, THUR, FRI, SAT, SUN

all ovr again

again and again...

2008-11-02T12:49:00.003+08:00

stayed ovr at cc last nite

but din slp well though

today woke at 5.45am

and all don't wan wake

then early morning make up,tie hair, dress and get ready for perf

was running late cos was told to be there by that time

so like crazy siao cha bo with costumes and make up

ran on the streets to the park where the carnival was

but then we were not late also cos still have to wait in the end

what a Sunday morning!

first was to just stand with props to wait and welcome ministers

then went back cc change costume for dance item

then back again

wait and wait for our turn to perf

no place to sit

sat on stairs and sun shinning

and is so so damn hot today.

well

guess what?

i'm tired & hungry now.

2008-10-31T14:22:00.003+08:00

this 2 simple words
sorry and thanks

u will never know how i read it
i just know what u wanna to convey

thank you.
cos i know what to do.

2008-10-27T20:28:00.003+08:00

i always wonder

if things ain't like this
will it be like something else?

will it happen to be better?
or will it happen to be worse?

choices
choices that i choose
i think i always made the wrong decisions
and chose the wrong choices
and often
i try not to regret
but somehow i did

and yes i did.
___________________________________________________________

life's always so complicated

cant i just live simple & happy?

2008-10-26T01:25:00.001+08:00

ha

tossed on bed at 11

till 12 plus

and i cant get into slp again

it's bad

but i know i'm tired

now right eye red

cos kept rubbing

and running nose again

hope it wont run away!

hahaha

what a nite

2008-10-24T22:21:00.003+08:00

i've been very sleepy and tired
for this whole wk
even if i had my sleep
not feeling well though

i know i still care when i took my hp and started to sms
even jus 2 words in the sms

i'll sleep soon

2008-10-22T19:50:00.002+08:00

As usual i wont say a word
even if i dun feel good

maybe one day i wont feel this way anymore
and that's when
i'm tired
all tired
to even care.

cos i already knew...

2008-10-19T09:25:00.002+08:00

Auntie, u better take care and get well soon
stop overworking
work's never ending
i'm sure ppl ard u dun wish to see u getting sick.

2008-10-17T20:20:00.003+08:00

feeling real shit.

wanna scream and shout like nobody's business
shutting myself
just tired of everything
anything

but after all
i dunno how to vent all the frustrations
i just know how to keep silence

so just go to sleep.

2008-10-16T21:38:00.002+08:00

The second song on my playlist- Chiquitita by ABBA

A song, you once dedicated to me so long ago.

I felt so glad hearing the song at that point of time.

cos the lyrics so meaningful.

Describing so right.

even now, I feel so much better whenever i hear it when i'm not feeling so good

even though it's not the same anymore

Thank you.

here it goes...
Chiquitita, tell me what's wrong
You're enchained by your own sorrow
In your eyes there is no hope for tomorrow
How I hate to see you like this
There is no way you can deny it
I can see that you're oh so sad, so quiet

Chiquitita, tell me the truth
I'm a shoulder you can cry on
Your best friend, I'm the one you must rely on
You were always sure of yourself
Now I see you've broken a feather
I hope we can patch it up together

Chiquitita, you and I know
How the heartaches come and they go and the scars they're leaving
You'll be dancing once again and the pain will end
You will have no time for grieving
Chiquitita, you and I cry
But the sun is still in the sky and shining above you
Let me hear you sing once more like you did before
Sing a new song, Chiquitita
Try once more like you did before
Sing a new song, Chiquitita

So the walls came tumbling down
And your love's a blown out candle
All is gone and it seems too hard to handle
Chiquitita, tell me the truth
There is no way you can deny it
I see that you're oh so sad, so quiet

Chiquitita, you and I know
How the heartaches come and they go and the scars they're leaving
You'll be dancing once again and the pain will end
You will have no time for grieving
Chiquitita, you and I cry
But the sun is still in the sky and shining above you
Let me hear you sing once more like you did before
Sing a new song, Chiquitita
Try once more like you did before
Sing a new song, Chiquitita
Try once more like you did before
Sing a new song, Chiquitita

2008-10-14T21:40:00.003+08:00

some things left undone
some words left unsaid
some feelings left unexpressed

and even if it's done
and even if it's said
and even if it's expressed

all will never be noticed
so now put an end to it.

2008-10-12T00:21:00.004+08:00

well
this is ****
stupid flu bug
cant it just stay far far away from me!
it's coming to me again
when it only just seems to be alittle better
kept sneezing whole day long
nose may just drop off anytime
it's seriously terrible
feeling so sick

thanks tissue papers to be there for me
when i needed it most.
_____________________________________________________

everyone busy with their own lives
busy with all the things
leading different lives
having different priorities
no time for conversations
no time for any other little things
well, just appreciate the differences

2008-10-10T21:22:00.003+08:00

天空间飘来的雨
滴滴洒落在我心里
大雨就要开始不停的下
该不该躲这场雨

我的心已经完全的没有主张
我的心已经完全的失去方向
带我到没有爱情的地方

2008-10-04T21:46:00.002+08:00

nose still blocked

still not able to breathe properly

mood not very good

not a very nice day

and then sunday

and then monday

got to work again

2008-10-02T21:12:00.002+08:00

it's raining

i only know next time = dunno when

so i nvr reply

all the next time will be forget and forgotten.

jiayou on the presentation

and hope u dun no good mood le

take care.

2008-09-30T20:53:00.003+08:00

ha

i'm sick

caught a cold

slowly sore throat

keep sneezing

nose blocked

stuffing tissues into my nose

very tired and sleepy

lack of oxygen

i hate it

2008-09-27T21:35:00.002+08:00

surprisingly,

this long break

i did not really have post production blues

which i always had for the past few ones

also not really eager to go back

i feel nothing

is this good or bad?

and is this an indication that i'm really over and done with it?

i've to sort my thoughts out

it's always complicated

maybe one day... one day

when i really know what i want, how i feel

2008-09-27T21:30:00.000+08:00

somehow somewhat

i just wanna be an audience

or some stage helper

just be there to lend a hand (audience- hand to give applauses, stage helper- hand to move props)

cos i know i dun shine

the stage i've always been on for all the years

i think i finally know

it really is not the place where i belong

2008-09-25T20:14:00.002+08:00

if i'm granted 3 wishes,

i dun want frame
i dun want wealth
i dun want all the things that is a want but not a need

i just needed a little more understanding, care and patience from people
i just needed all my loved ones, family and frens to be healthy and happy always
i just needed to lead a simple and ordinary yet happy life and lived life to the fullest.

2008-09-22T20:44:00.002+08:00

Just take it easy
take it easy in everything
said, do or done
even if it feels how damn
even it feels how shit

i have no feeling anymore
cos i'm just dead
a dead cant feel anything
nothing.

2008-09-18T20:45:00.005+08:00

i'm just simple
i trust people quite easily

i dun ask for much
i wont ask why no reply my sms
i wont sms again
cos the reason's so clear
i'm not at all important to even let u spare a sec to return an sms.

how hard can replying a sms be?
i really dunno.
it really shows it all.
and it's abit hurting after all
cos i cared.

i've learnt to be contented with whatever i have
and not hoping for anything else
at least now i wont hope for things that will never come true

2008-09-16T21:01:00.001+08:00

i'm really tired. i dun like what i'm doing now. every single moment. i wanna just leave. and get out of this shit. can i?

2008-09-15T21:56:00.002+08:00

When u put in too much feelings
u can get angry and disappointed even over the smallest things ever.

just becos u din get what u expected it to be in return.
just becos u are too silly.
just becos u cared too much.

we already know
we are actually not that close even from the start
our worlds dun really meet somehow
we have much differences, i know
we dun hav much chemistry together

but i really felt close
for that once
our paths did cross
didn't we?
or maybe i was wrong?

but i really enjoyed the time spent
and the fun we both had
even for the short period of time
the memories still so clear

i'll always remember
even if the smallest details
even if u ever 4get

2008-09-14T14:50:00.004+08:00

It all ended.

Putting a full stop.

Hope it was a beautiful ending.

All the rehearsals, the hard work, the commitments and the time given by everyone.

We all know the time's tight, more extra time that we needed to spare

The many more days and hours of trainings.

Making us physically tired out and aching all over.

We all know the frustrations, the little arguments, the fun & laughters, the happinesses & unhappiness.

And the many nicknames i had for this exp. I actually quite like the new name: Catherine Danielle Chua. Ha
________________________________________________________________

It was the actual performance finally.

It was all too soon.

The prayer and cheer before the performance.

Giving one another moral supports.

From the first dance till the last.

The dim of the stage lights.

The applauses from the audiences.

The last bow on Victoria Theatre's stage.

The happy screams at the end of the performance

a relief.

It all ended just like that.
________________________________________________________________

A very big thank you for all the dancers.

Each and everyone.

We spent so much time together.

We have come so far together.

I know i gotta miss you people.

2008-09-10T22:46:00.001+08:00

it will soon be the time.

2008-09-07T10:27:00.002+08:00

Well, left only 1 wk and we'll mark the end our performance on Victoria Theatre's Stage.
The months of trainings,
the efforts and time we committed in
the fun and the bad times
the happy and bad moods
the frustrations and all
the little arguments on the dance steps
and the timing to come to make props
the little injuries here and there
we had them all together
the team work from all of us
at the end when we hear the applause from the audiences,
we know in our hearts
the efforts we put in
they were worth it
really hope that it will be a good one.
everything will be well and good

but when we mark the end of the whole performance
i know i'll miss the time when we were so busy training
although very tiring
but i enjoy the time spent with all the people
the laughters, the complaints, the happy times
it's so ironic

well, now jiayou ba!
later then have my post production blues.
and i'll slowly recover.

2008-09-03T21:00:00.001+08:00

i'm just silly.
just wanna be childish sometimes
let me be

2008-09-03T20:53:00.002+08:00

It's raining outside.
A little heavy i would say.

Windows wide open
looking out of the window
all i see is rain water pouring down
and cool wind blowing in.

i used to like taking a stroll in the rain
let the rain splash down
right from my head to toes
wash away my troubles and worries

get a little drenched
get a little sick