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i hav so many many things to do. 2 projetcs due and 1 lab test and then next wk term test. Shit lor everything so damn fast. Can jump off building liao. I dunno anything lor since sch reopen. And WHat makes me more sad is some ppl can go holi lor and i still struggling like hell. And I want to hav a break! Feel like running away from this earth, this world. Got nothing to stress on, nothing to bother. Really nothing... I jus need a break Pls!!!

Tired!

Oh pls bro, i need some slp... Pls dun wake up so early.. Waking up at 6 plus? And i hav to wake up also jus to make u go to slp? WHat's this? I'm jus very very ANNOYED! U know how tired it is to be woken up when u haven slp enough? The feeling is terrible... It make ur whole day like shit! No mood, No energy, Blank mind... Sleepy.. SO PLS STOP ALL THIS..

It's Saturday

Saturday to me doesn't seems so nice since after expressions.. It seems to be extra boring after all the busy sat, having expression rehearsals.. Still hav 2 more wks to sch reopen.. And it's my 2nd yr.. Dunno what subjects i'm taking also.. Dunno if change class? So many dunnos.. Dunno my future.. And it is raining again.. Cool weather.. Has been raining recently.. The sky also not very happy so has been 'crying' haha.... Well it's another boring day!

sad..

i hav been dancing since pri 1. And i joined Lkdt when i was in pri 5, now still. BUt I would say dat my passion for dance wasn't as strong as b4 as years go. Where has the passion gone? Maybe i have changed or the environment and ppl around me have changed? I really dunno.. Now gg dance was jus gg for the sake of gg. The feeling is no longer the same anymore, i feel dat my soul was no longer there but just the body doing the movements. I Dun enjoy as much as i did b4.. I actually hav decided to stop dancing after exp 8 but it wasn't so easy to let go. Some things are still pulling me back. Memories there were great, known great ppl there. Learnt lots of things. We are like 1 big family. I'm afraid that i really will let go of all these. I dun want to giv them all away cos i heart them. Maybe i jus hav to sit down and really think abt it..

Rain

Now it's raining very very heavily... But the air is very cool.. Long time dun hav this cool feeling liao.. At this very moment, i wished i could stand under the rain and get myself drenched... Totally wet.. long time no walk in the rain and enjoy the water falling on me... Think the grass, the trees, the leaves, the flowers, the mud all need the long awaited rain.. They hav been under the sun for so long now it's time for them to drink some water and 'bathe' themselves. Cool day! The rain is kindda big.. I love the weather...

blogging

Blogging is a way to let ppl knoe u and ur life better... Knoe what's happening to u lately and stuffs. But u cant prevent ppl from judging u for who u are not by jus reading the blog. Sometimes ppl just judge u by its cover... This is a sad thing. Sometimes ppl jus dun wanna say things out and dat doesn't mean anything, they jus want to keep it to themselves. It's their right dun u think so? Or maybe sometimes u jus hav to let it out and not bottle all inside? Life is full of tests and challenges. Ups and Downs, Life is a choice too. U choose u wanna be happy or sad. U do what u wanna do and be urself even if somtimes ppl dun like the way u are.