This is the lyrics for the song that is playing now:

Tata Young- For You I will

When you're feeling lost in the night
When you feel your world just ain't right
Call on me, I will be waiting
Count on me, I will be there
Anytime the times get too tough
Anytime your best ain't enough
I'll be the one to make it better
I'll be there to protect you, see you through
I'll be there, and there is nothing, I won't do

[Chorus]
I will cross the ocean for you
I will go and bring you the moon
I will be your hero, your strength
Anything you need
I will be the sun in your sky
I will light your way for all time
Promise you, for you I will

I will shield your heart from the rain
I won't let no harm come your way
Oh these arms will be your shelter
No these arms won't let you down
If there is a mountain to move
I will move that mountain for you
I'm here for you, I'm here forever
I will be your fortress, tall and strong
I'll keep you safe, I'll stand beside you, right or wrong

[Chorus]
For you I will, lay my life on the line
For you I will fight, hmmm, for you I will die
With every breath, with all my soul
I'll give my word, I'll give it all
Put your faith in me
And I'll do anything

[Chorus]
Promise you, for you I will

Yesterday, although very tired and many projects piling on me, but i was happy for some other things. Morning was helping out in clearing of the room of my dance troupe. Shifting and carrying a lot of things, like moving house like dat.. Used up my energy... Our properties were way too much. 8 expressions of stuffs... The room was full and we can hardly move abt. But i din managed to help out alot as i needed to go do project in the afternoon. Went to Jiawen's house to do the project.. It was raining when i was on the train down... But in the afternoon, some things made me extra happy!!!... really made my day. Yes i was happy. Not becos of the project, if i was happy abt the proj thing, i think need to send me to go hospital to hav a check up. And i din expect at nite was also happy... becos of that something happening again... hahas... Hope the some thing will happen again....

I'm here to tell you something
Something you should know
You are someone 'Special',
And I'm here to tell you so.

Your life, it is before you
Like fresh new fallen snow
The footprints that you make there
Are yours and yours alone.
It's up to you how they will look
Footprints crisp and sure
Or steps that seem to drag along,
The edges all a blur.

As you plan your course in life
And the steps you'll take
Be not afraid to alter plans,
If some mistakes you make.

All pencils have erasers
Mistakes I've made myself
Just keep right on, pursue your dreams,
Don't put them on a shelf.

Step carefully and slowly
Be not afraid to try
Adventure is before you...

This is the lyrics of the song dat was played previously:

Now That She's Gone-- Lin Jun Jie

Girl you know I miss you so
I didn't know you had to go
You've had enough of our distance baby
Before I had the chance to say
I'm staying with you
For the rest of my life
Don't keep telling me these words
You don't know how much it hurts
And I'll promise you eternity
If you promise me your stay
But now it's too late
I'm no longer the man that I was
I will go on without her
Like a fool who's too sure
I'm like a bird who's lost her wing
A fire without its flame
I don't know how to be strong
When my love has to move on
I am a song without a soul
Now that she's gone
What's left of us is this song
Don't keep telling me these words Oh no
You don't know how much it hurts
And I'll promise you eternity
If you promise me your stay
But now it's too late
I'm no longer the man that I was
And I will go on without her
Like a fool who's too sure
I'm like a bird who's lost her wing
A fire without its flame
I don't know how to be strong
When my love has to move on
I am a song without a soul
Now that she's gone
What's left of us is this song
Oh yes I know I don't know
Baby I know I'm a fool
And I will go on without her
Like a fool who's too sure
I'm like a bird who's lost her wing
A fire without its flame
I don't know how to be strong
When my love has to move on
I am a song without a soul
Now that she's gone
What's left of us is this song
This is our song without a soul
Now that you're gone
What's left of us in this song

Rainy day. The habit of walking in the rain is back. It wasn't raining too heavily it was just drizzling. I kindda like walking in the rain where the raindrops fall on me. The weather is cool... and strolling in the rain washes ur troubles away. Maybe u think i'm crazy but nvm... But without fail, after walking in the rain, i'll usually catch a cold. I dunno y too. ha... Climbing the bridge which i have not done so ever since pri 5, i'm doing it all ovr again. I miss those memories when i was still young, i could run up the bridge and all the way to sch with the big bag during pri sch... But now, i could just walk and of course with a smaller bag. Meaning, i have grown a little older now... The energy which i had last Time wasn't the same as now. I'm constantly changing as i grow. Thinking differently, doing things in a different way, emotions all over. I've lost touch of my soul for sometime, i want to find back my old self again.. It takes time but i'll try to find it back no matter what. Wish me success...

The 3 pieces below are those i like very much, not dat they are very well drawn but they are jus special.


Hurts behind a smiling facade



Somewhere over the rainbow



A strong spirit, a tender heart

For a special girl

For a Special girl:
I have been trying and trying. Maybe u never knoe. Trying to get to knoe you better, trying to get into ur life, hope to share your happiness and sadness, Simply anything abt u. Cos i think you are worth my efforts. I Dun want to regret by letting you go and we become strangers once again. But i think i can never never get into your life even though i tried hard, i dunno why... Our conversations became lesser and lesser each day and maybe i shall jus let it be. BUSY is the word that makes me have nothing more to say. We both hav our own lives to live. Think i always wanted more frm u than u were willing to give. But u are just so special to me from the first moment dat i known u. I Thank God even if is this short moment of my life to hav met u. There is this Quote:" The only way of knowing a person is to love them without hope." So i'm gg to love u without hoping of what u will give from this moment on...

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i hav so many many things to do. 2 projetcs due and 1 lab test and then next wk term test. Shit lor everything so damn fast. Can jump off building liao. I dunno anything lor since sch reopen. And WHat makes me more sad is some ppl can go holi lor and i still struggling like hell. And I want to hav a break! Feel like running away from this earth, this world. Got nothing to stress on, nothing to bother. Really nothing... I jus need a break Pls!!!

Tired!

Oh pls bro, i need some slp... Pls dun wake up so early.. Waking up at 6 plus? And i hav to wake up also jus to make u go to slp? WHat's this? I'm jus very very ANNOYED! U know how tired it is to be woken up when u haven slp enough? The feeling is terrible... It make ur whole day like shit! No mood, No energy, Blank mind... Sleepy.. SO PLS STOP ALL THIS..

It's Saturday

Saturday to me doesn't seems so nice since after expressions.. It seems to be extra boring after all the busy sat, having expression rehearsals.. Still hav 2 more wks to sch reopen.. And it's my 2nd yr.. Dunno what subjects i'm taking also.. Dunno if change class? So many dunnos.. Dunno my future.. And it is raining again.. Cool weather.. Has been raining recently.. The sky also not very happy so has been 'crying' haha.... Well it's another boring day!

sad..

i hav been dancing since pri 1. And i joined Lkdt when i was in pri 5, now still. BUt I would say dat my passion for dance wasn't as strong as b4 as years go. Where has the passion gone? Maybe i have changed or the environment and ppl around me have changed? I really dunno.. Now gg dance was jus gg for the sake of gg. The feeling is no longer the same anymore, i feel dat my soul was no longer there but just the body doing the movements. I Dun enjoy as much as i did b4.. I actually hav decided to stop dancing after exp 8 but it wasn't so easy to let go. Some things are still pulling me back. Memories there were great, known great ppl there. Learnt lots of things. We are like 1 big family. I'm afraid that i really will let go of all these. I dun want to giv them all away cos i heart them. Maybe i jus hav to sit down and really think abt it..

Rain

Now it's raining very very heavily... But the air is very cool.. Long time dun hav this cool feeling liao.. At this very moment, i wished i could stand under the rain and get myself drenched... Totally wet.. long time no walk in the rain and enjoy the water falling on me... Think the grass, the trees, the leaves, the flowers, the mud all need the long awaited rain.. They hav been under the sun for so long now it's time for them to drink some water and 'bathe' themselves. Cool day! The rain is kindda big.. I love the weather...

blogging

Blogging is a way to let ppl knoe u and ur life better... Knoe what's happening to u lately and stuffs. But u cant prevent ppl from judging u for who u are not by jus reading the blog. Sometimes ppl just judge u by its cover... This is a sad thing. Sometimes ppl jus dun wanna say things out and dat doesn't mean anything, they jus want to keep it to themselves. It's their right dun u think so? Or maybe sometimes u jus hav to let it out and not bottle all inside? Life is full of tests and challenges. Ups and Downs, Life is a choice too. U choose u wanna be happy or sad. U do what u wanna do and be urself even if somtimes ppl dun like the way u are.