谢谢你
让我一次又一次有这种感觉
就像一把刀插入心中
那么的痛

我想
我能和她比什么
认识四年的她与认识几个月的我
所以我放弃

why does it always end up like this?

i really dunno what to say.

Frankly,i dun fear of becoming old, not able to walk freely and finally death.

But i really fear the day when loved ones are getting older and older in time to come and sleep finally bring them away forever.

sick
my throat hurts so much so that even when i'm swallowing down my saliva, i can feel the pain.

我想说但说不出来

can u feel what i feel?

Truth is beautiful, without doubt; but so are lies.
Wats real and wats not, is all in your Faith & Doubt.
Faith or Doubt, they come in pair,
I show you doubt, to prove that faith exists.
Wats real and wats not?

你还是没把日期记得
但我希望我送你的礼物，
你能收好。

这个日期，将会成为
回忆... 那再也找不回来的从前
谢谢你.

我想我该放手了

The only thing that lasts longer than a friend's love is the stupidity that keeps us from knowing any better.

being on duty for the past 3 days
as an invigilator for the GCE N level examination.

Ha..
Looking at the setting of the tables and chairs
in the so familiar examination hall

Looking at uniform that the students were wearing
i wore the same design too

Last time as a student
Now, working in there
and switched the role

i still remember last time i hate doing exams
doing the paper and the invigilators walking round

now, my turn to walk round
looking at them doing their exams
giving out the papers
and collecting them

i felt it was just totally like a dream
a wonderful one.
never had i thought this could ever happen.
____________________________________________________________________

but the sch had lots of changes
not very drastic though
but the feeling's really different

the building's still there
but the people,the system
and the role i'm playing changes
over the years
the sentimental values somehow lost

working with some of my teachers
who are still ard

i somehow, sometimes just feel
out of place.

really.

i hope u like the gift?

i'm super tired.

All people want is someone to listen.

what can i say?
i dunno what to say.

what can i do?
i dunno what to do.

how can i express?
i dunno how to express.

so this is the expression i give.
so 无奈。

happy 11th month, sis

好久没和你说话了
好久没见到你了
你还好吗？

我想我们俩的距离也疏远了吧？
但回忆还留在脑海里
是不会消失的
除非我失忆了

i dread to go to sch tmrw
ha why would i walk to this stage

why i ever want to even teach?
nvr is my ambition

Inspire. Be a Teacher.
TEACH.

now let me rearrange the word.
H- how
T- to
E- educate
A- a
C- child
How to educate a child?

i need someone to TEACH me pls.
it seems so hard, no, its actually hard
i feel like giving up.

i think it's really time
the feeling is coming back again
i feel i'm worthless
even if i'm here or not
it doesn't really matter anymore
cos i just felt this way.

i'm very tired.

Both thinking that other is busy and will not contact each other,
thinking it might be disturbing to the other party.

As time passes,
both will think
"let the other one contact me first."

After some time, each will think
" Why should i contact first?"

From here onwards,
not wanting to contact each other
the friendship will start to drift apart...
Further and Further.

Finally, the memory becomes weak
due to lack of contact.

And we forget each other?