the thought that i'm gg back to my sec sch tmrw
is kind of so fascinating and so filled with hope
i'm so excited
i'm happy too
but also
i'm a little afraid
i dunno how to describe

not visiting my teachers or anything else
but for something
something, quite serious
i really dunno where my future lies but
i'm full with passion this one time
something which i think i will like and think will enjoy doing
but i'm not sure if it will be a success

this once familiar place
the environment and things
where i spent for 4 years
when i was much younger
still growing and learning
that's the place

but i should not hope too much
cos the more i hoped
the more disappointing it will be
if it turns out bad

but still i'm soo soo excited
think i cant slp tonite..