Well, communication is a 2 way process.
Even if i tried so hard
so What?
It's all meaningless.
I'm giving up
Monday, May 25, 2009
Saturday, May 23, 2009
Tuesday, May 19, 2009
Sunday, May 17, 2009
Friday, May 15, 2009
Wednesday, May 13, 2009
Wednesday, May 06, 2009
this week tutorial's like SHIT
i can say is SHIT
really
The teacher...
i simply "love" him to death
i cant concentrate in his class AT ALL
dun understand him a single bit
and 5 assignments,
1 day 1 assignment
and more coming up!
how bad can this be?
kill me.
still doing assignment
haven have dinner
i'm hungry &
TOTALLY TIRED
i'm unhappy =(
i wanna cry
i can say is SHIT
really
The teacher...
i simply "love" him to death
i cant concentrate in his class AT ALL
dun understand him a single bit
and 5 assignments,
1 day 1 assignment
and more coming up!
how bad can this be?
kill me.
still doing assignment
haven have dinner
i'm hungry &
TOTALLY TIRED
i'm unhappy =(
i wanna cry
Tuesday, May 05, 2009
Saturday, May 02, 2009
Monday, April 27, 2009
Thursday, April 23, 2009
Tuesday, April 21, 2009
Monday, April 20, 2009
Wednesday, April 15, 2009
Saturday, April 11, 2009
Thursday, April 09, 2009
The always DONT SLP ON TRAIN me
IS NOW SLPING ON TRAIN for real
For the past wk, i'm slping like nobody's business!
Guess i'm really tired.
Having backache too.
Traveling from almost one end to another everyday.
Thanks la.
Still have 9 more wks to go.
Hope i can really survive...
Cat, u can do it man!
Jiayou ba...
IS NOW SLPING ON TRAIN for real
For the past wk, i'm slping like nobody's business!
Guess i'm really tired.
Having backache too.
Traveling from almost one end to another everyday.
Thanks la.
Still have 9 more wks to go.
Hope i can really survive...
Cat, u can do it man!
Jiayou ba...
Sunday, April 05, 2009
Sunday, March 15, 2009
Saturday, February 21, 2009
Today was my official last day
i wasn't happy or sad
all i felt was normal for the day
now i just know there is this sudden sadness in my heart.
though not long enough to say really close to you people
i always thought these months i haven started to grow to really like you people
the feeling not that strong and close
But what now?
at this moment
a drop of tear just dropped down
followed by a few more
i was actually starting to like you people
after all, not that bad
anyway, what's done cannot be undone
and please dont look back
i wasn't happy or sad
all i felt was normal for the day
now i just know there is this sudden sadness in my heart.
though not long enough to say really close to you people
i always thought these months i haven started to grow to really like you people
the feeling not that strong and close
But what now?
at this moment
a drop of tear just dropped down
followed by a few more
i was actually starting to like you people
after all, not that bad
anyway, what's done cannot be undone
and please dont look back
Tuesday, February 17, 2009
Sunday, February 15, 2009
Sunday, February 01, 2009
Tuesday, January 27, 2009
it's nice to talk to someone
someone whom u din contact for a while
it's funny how people and people get together
and then apart
just like that
sometimes there's really no reason
why will get together
and then just suddenly apart
maybe it's just the right time and the right feel
sometimes apart till like some stranger
like don't know each other before
ask me if i experienced?
i said yes
and happened many times
i believed many others do
no matter what,
all i have to say...
* It's amazing when strangers become friends, but it's sad when friends become strangers*
and if it happens
just have to face it.
someone whom u din contact for a while
it's funny how people and people get together
and then apart
just like that
sometimes there's really no reason
why will get together
and then just suddenly apart
maybe it's just the right time and the right feel
sometimes apart till like some stranger
like don't know each other before
ask me if i experienced?
i said yes
and happened many times
i believed many others do
no matter what,
all i have to say...
* It's amazing when strangers become friends, but it's sad when friends become strangers*
and if it happens
just have to face it.
Saturday, January 24, 2009
Tuesday, January 20, 2009
Well, today was shitty at work
that colleague of mine
either take leaves or MCs
can really MCs so many days?
last wk took 2 days MCs
yesterday took urgent leave
today took MC again
what she want?
i'm really pissed
got so much work to clear for my own
and still have to cover hers
piling up and more to come
i'm gg super crazy
my mood gets extra hot.
at a point of time i think i cant breathe
my breath just stopped.
my mind just blanked
my eyes and ears just shut
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the usual same route back home
the 5 min walk from the mrt to home
today i actually took 20 min
many things running through my mind
i cant think.
i seriously dunno what i wanted
i seriously not feeling very happy
i seriously dun even know what i'm feeling inside myself
i cant see the future
i cant imagine
my visions are blurred
i have no directions anymore
but still i have to pretend to be strong
i'm tired
i dunno myself anymore
that colleague of mine
either take leaves or MCs
can really MCs so many days?
last wk took 2 days MCs
yesterday took urgent leave
today took MC again
what she want?
i'm really pissed
got so much work to clear for my own
and still have to cover hers
piling up and more to come
i'm gg super crazy
my mood gets extra hot.
at a point of time i think i cant breathe
my breath just stopped.
my mind just blanked
my eyes and ears just shut
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the usual same route back home
the 5 min walk from the mrt to home
today i actually took 20 min
many things running through my mind
i cant think.
i seriously dunno what i wanted
i seriously not feeling very happy
i seriously dun even know what i'm feeling inside myself
i cant see the future
i cant imagine
my visions are blurred
i have no directions anymore
but still i have to pretend to be strong
i'm tired
i dunno myself anymore
Sunday, January 18, 2009
Thursday, January 15, 2009
Saturday, January 10, 2009
sometimes ppl are just so fake
so plastic
& backstabbers
infront of you, angels
behind you, devils
they can act so well
best actresses awards.
so xi guan jiu hao
cos already numbed.
now i cant really differentiate the gd & bad
so everyone's neutral
maybe used to be too silly
thinking that if u are gd to ppl
they will be gd to you too
i wont use my heart to feel anymore
i wont give my feelings and says
i have no words to describe how i felt
and dun think that when ppl are good to you means they are good
and dun think that when ppl are bad to you means they are bad
just stay neutral
and never get feelings invovled
so dun be surprised that
one day u'll see the 'cold' side of me
so plastic
& backstabbers
infront of you, angels
behind you, devils
they can act so well
best actresses awards.
so xi guan jiu hao
cos already numbed.
now i cant really differentiate the gd & bad
so everyone's neutral
maybe used to be too silly
thinking that if u are gd to ppl
they will be gd to you too
i wont use my heart to feel anymore
i wont give my feelings and says
i have no words to describe how i felt
and dun think that when ppl are good to you means they are good
and dun think that when ppl are bad to you means they are bad
just stay neutral
and never get feelings invovled
so dun be surprised that
one day u'll see the 'cold' side of me
Saturday, January 03, 2009
Less talks
Less communications
Less time spent
Less of everything
somehow i dun like the feeling
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Goodbye 2008, Welcome 2009.
But still i dont really feel that it's a new year.
It was just another normal day and another year
the only change is that 2008, 2009.
and all of us will have their birthdays coming again
and then cny
and then all the other holidays and occasions
over and over again
repeating all over
but life still goes on
and have to work
so much of it
and i do not know if i'll still be in my current job
hope that this new yr- 2009
will be a better yr
peace, happiness and good health ahead. =)
Less communications
Less time spent
Less of everything
somehow i dun like the feeling
__________________________________________________________________
Goodbye 2008, Welcome 2009.
But still i dont really feel that it's a new year.
It was just another normal day and another year
the only change is that 2008, 2009.
and all of us will have their birthdays coming again
and then cny
and then all the other holidays and occasions
over and over again
repeating all over
but life still goes on
and have to work
so much of it
and i do not know if i'll still be in my current job
hope that this new yr- 2009
will be a better yr
peace, happiness and good health ahead. =)
Friday, December 19, 2008
Thursday, December 04, 2008
Tuesday, November 25, 2008
Monday, November 24, 2008
the thought that i'm gg back to my sec sch tmrw
is kind of so fascinating and so filled with hope
i'm so excited
i'm happy too
but also
i'm a little afraid
i dunno how to describe
not visiting my teachers or anything else
but for something
something, quite serious
i really dunno where my future lies but
i'm full with passion this one time
something which i think i will like and think will enjoy doing
but i'm not sure if it will be a success
this once familiar place
the environment and things
where i spent for 4 years
when i was much younger
still growing and learning
that's the place
but i should not hope too much
cos the more i hoped
the more disappointing it will be
if it turns out bad
but still i'm soo soo excited
think i cant slp tonite..
is kind of so fascinating and so filled with hope
i'm so excited
i'm happy too
but also
i'm a little afraid
i dunno how to describe
not visiting my teachers or anything else
but for something
something, quite serious
i really dunno where my future lies but
i'm full with passion this one time
something which i think i will like and think will enjoy doing
but i'm not sure if it will be a success
this once familiar place
the environment and things
where i spent for 4 years
when i was much younger
still growing and learning
that's the place
but i should not hope too much
cos the more i hoped
the more disappointing it will be
if it turns out bad
but still i'm soo soo excited
think i cant slp tonite..
Sunday, November 23, 2008
Saturday, November 22, 2008
Wednesday, November 19, 2008
Wednesday, November 12, 2008
i think i really dun understand
and so i'm just leaving it
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i read my horoscope today and it says:
Letting go of some of your negative energy is easier to do when you get your heart pumping! So go for a long jog in the woods, hit the gym, or just do some jumping jacks in your kitchen while the cookies are baking! As long as you can fit some kind of exercise into your day, you will help yourself get over an old grudge, forgive someone who wronged you, or shake loose a bad feeling about someone. Focusing on making your life better lets you be more positive overall.
But I slept for half the day instead of exercising..
so i'm not going to get over an old grudge, 4give someone who wronged me or shake loose a bad feeling abt someone?
well do u believe in reading horoscope?
and so i'm just leaving it
__________________________________________________________________
i read my horoscope today and it says:
Letting go of some of your negative energy is easier to do when you get your heart pumping! So go for a long jog in the woods, hit the gym, or just do some jumping jacks in your kitchen while the cookies are baking! As long as you can fit some kind of exercise into your day, you will help yourself get over an old grudge, forgive someone who wronged you, or shake loose a bad feeling about someone. Focusing on making your life better lets you be more positive overall.
But I slept for half the day instead of exercising..
so i'm not going to get over an old grudge, 4give someone who wronged me or shake loose a bad feeling abt someone?
well do u believe in reading horoscope?
Thursday, November 06, 2008
Tuesday, November 04, 2008
well, more than 14 years of relationship
and they both finally tied the knot
and everyone showered their blessings on their wedding day
in that high class hotel
set up their own cosy home
designed their own house
make it till so posh and stuffs
yet now they break up
not even a yr of marriage though
i really dun understand
can just 说分开就分开?
难道不知道心会痛?
一点感觉都没有?
那么多一起度过的美好日子
说放弃就放弃
我肯定一切都忘不了。
可能在一起久了,一切都是因为习惯
而再也不是爱情?
如果早知会这样
那为何当初要结婚?
然后再这样的收场?
我真的觉得很可惜。。。
但这最终还是你们的选择和决定。
now seperate ways but still
祝你们两都幸福‘ 快乐吧。
and they both finally tied the knot
and everyone showered their blessings on their wedding day
in that high class hotel
set up their own cosy home
designed their own house
make it till so posh and stuffs
yet now they break up
not even a yr of marriage though
i really dun understand
can just 说分开就分开?
难道不知道心会痛?
一点感觉都没有?
那么多一起度过的美好日子
说放弃就放弃
我肯定一切都忘不了。
可能在一起久了,一切都是因为习惯
而再也不是爱情?
如果早知会这样
那为何当初要结婚?
然后再这样的收场?
我真的觉得很可惜。。。
但这最终还是你们的选择和决定。
now seperate ways but still
祝你们两都幸福‘ 快乐吧。
Monday, November 03, 2008
Sunday, November 02, 2008
stayed ovr at cc last nite
but din slp well though
today woke at 5.45am
and all don't wan wake
then early morning make up,tie hair, dress and get ready for perf
was running late cos was told to be there by that time
so like crazy siao cha bo with costumes and make up
ran on the streets to the park where the carnival was
but then we were not late also cos still have to wait in the end
what a Sunday morning!
first was to just stand with props to wait and welcome ministers
then went back cc change costume for dance item
then back again
wait and wait for our turn to perf
no place to sit
sat on stairs and sun shinning
and is so so damn hot today.
well
guess what?
i'm tired & hungry now.
but din slp well though
today woke at 5.45am
and all don't wan wake
then early morning make up,tie hair, dress and get ready for perf
was running late cos was told to be there by that time
so like crazy siao cha bo with costumes and make up
ran on the streets to the park where the carnival was
but then we were not late also cos still have to wait in the end
what a Sunday morning!
first was to just stand with props to wait and welcome ministers
then went back cc change costume for dance item
then back again
wait and wait for our turn to perf
no place to sit
sat on stairs and sun shinning
and is so so damn hot today.
well
guess what?
i'm tired & hungry now.
Friday, October 31, 2008
Monday, October 27, 2008
i always wonder
if things ain't like this
will it be like something else?
will it happen to be better?
or will it happen to be worse?
choices
choices that i choose
i think i always made the wrong decisions
and chose the wrong choices
and often
i try not to regret
but somehow i did
and yes i did.
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life's always so complicated
cant i just live simple & happy?
if things ain't like this
will it be like something else?
will it happen to be better?
or will it happen to be worse?
choices
choices that i choose
i think i always made the wrong decisions
and chose the wrong choices
and often
i try not to regret
but somehow i did
and yes i did.
___________________________________________________________
life's always so complicated
cant i just live simple & happy?
Sunday, October 26, 2008
Friday, October 24, 2008
Wednesday, October 22, 2008
Sunday, October 19, 2008
Friday, October 17, 2008
Thursday, October 16, 2008
The second song on my playlist- Chiquitita by ABBA
A song, you once dedicated to me so long ago.
I felt so glad hearing the song at that point of time.
cos the lyrics so meaningful.
Describing so right.
even now, I feel so much better whenever i hear it when i'm not feeling so good
even though it's not the same anymore
Thank you.
here it goes...
Chiquitita, tell me what's wrong
You're enchained by your own sorrow
In your eyes there is no hope for tomorrow
How I hate to see you like this
There is no way you can deny it
I can see that you're oh so sad, so quiet
Chiquitita, tell me the truth
I'm a shoulder you can cry on
Your best friend, I'm the one you must rely on
You were always sure of yourself
Now I see you've broken a feather
I hope we can patch it up together
Chiquitita, you and I know
How the heartaches come and they go and the scars they're leaving
You'll be dancing once again and the pain will end
You will have no time for grieving
Chiquitita, you and I cry
But the sun is still in the sky and shining above you
Let me hear you sing once more like you did before
Sing a new song, Chiquitita
Try once more like you did before
Sing a new song, Chiquitita
So the walls came tumbling down
And your love's a blown out candle
All is gone and it seems too hard to handle
Chiquitita, tell me the truth
There is no way you can deny it
I see that you're oh so sad, so quiet
Chiquitita, you and I know
How the heartaches come and they go and the scars they're leaving
You'll be dancing once again and the pain will end
You will have no time for grieving
Chiquitita, you and I cry
But the sun is still in the sky and shining above you
Let me hear you sing once more like you did before
Sing a new song, Chiquitita
Try once more like you did before
Sing a new song, Chiquitita
Try once more like you did before
Sing a new song, Chiquitita
A song, you once dedicated to me so long ago.
I felt so glad hearing the song at that point of time.
cos the lyrics so meaningful.
Describing so right.
even now, I feel so much better whenever i hear it when i'm not feeling so good
even though it's not the same anymore
Thank you.
here it goes...
Chiquitita, tell me what's wrong
You're enchained by your own sorrow
In your eyes there is no hope for tomorrow
How I hate to see you like this
There is no way you can deny it
I can see that you're oh so sad, so quiet
Chiquitita, tell me the truth
I'm a shoulder you can cry on
Your best friend, I'm the one you must rely on
You were always sure of yourself
Now I see you've broken a feather
I hope we can patch it up together
Chiquitita, you and I know
How the heartaches come and they go and the scars they're leaving
You'll be dancing once again and the pain will end
You will have no time for grieving
Chiquitita, you and I cry
But the sun is still in the sky and shining above you
Let me hear you sing once more like you did before
Sing a new song, Chiquitita
Try once more like you did before
Sing a new song, Chiquitita
So the walls came tumbling down
And your love's a blown out candle
All is gone and it seems too hard to handle
Chiquitita, tell me the truth
There is no way you can deny it
I see that you're oh so sad, so quiet
Chiquitita, you and I know
How the heartaches come and they go and the scars they're leaving
You'll be dancing once again and the pain will end
You will have no time for grieving
Chiquitita, you and I cry
But the sun is still in the sky and shining above you
Let me hear you sing once more like you did before
Sing a new song, Chiquitita
Try once more like you did before
Sing a new song, Chiquitita
Try once more like you did before
Sing a new song, Chiquitita
Tuesday, October 14, 2008
Sunday, October 12, 2008
well
this is ****
stupid flu bug
cant it just stay far far away from me!
it's coming to me again
when it only just seems to be alittle better
kept sneezing whole day long
nose may just drop off anytime
it's seriously terrible
feeling so sick
thanks tissue papers to be there for me
when i needed it most.
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everyone busy with their own lives
busy with all the things
leading different lives
having different priorities
no time for conversations
no time for any other little things
well, just appreciate the differences
this is ****
stupid flu bug
cant it just stay far far away from me!
it's coming to me again
when it only just seems to be alittle better
kept sneezing whole day long
nose may just drop off anytime
it's seriously terrible
feeling so sick
thanks tissue papers to be there for me
when i needed it most.
_____________________________________________________
everyone busy with their own lives
busy with all the things
leading different lives
having different priorities
no time for conversations
no time for any other little things
well, just appreciate the differences
Saturday, October 04, 2008
Thursday, October 02, 2008
Tuesday, September 30, 2008
Saturday, September 27, 2008
surprisingly,
this long break
i did not really have post production blues
which i always had for the past few ones
also not really eager to go back
i feel nothing
is this good or bad?
and is this an indication that i'm really over and done with it?
i've to sort my thoughts out
it's always complicated
maybe one day... one day
when i really know what i want, how i feel
this long break
i did not really have post production blues
which i always had for the past few ones
also not really eager to go back
i feel nothing
is this good or bad?
and is this an indication that i'm really over and done with it?
i've to sort my thoughts out
it's always complicated
maybe one day... one day
when i really know what i want, how i feel
Thursday, September 25, 2008
if i'm granted 3 wishes,
i dun want frame
i dun want wealth
i dun want all the things that is a want but not a need
i just needed a little more understanding, care and patience from people
i just needed all my loved ones, family and frens to be healthy and happy always
i just needed to lead a simple and ordinary yet happy life and lived life to the fullest.
i dun want frame
i dun want wealth
i dun want all the things that is a want but not a need
i just needed a little more understanding, care and patience from people
i just needed all my loved ones, family and frens to be healthy and happy always
i just needed to lead a simple and ordinary yet happy life and lived life to the fullest.
Monday, September 22, 2008
Thursday, September 18, 2008
i'm just simple
i trust people quite easily
i dun ask for much
i wont ask why no reply my sms
i wont sms again
cos the reason's so clear
i'm not at all important to even let u spare a sec to return an sms.
how hard can replying a sms be?
i really dunno.
it really shows it all.
and it's abit hurting after all
cos i cared.
i've learnt to be contented with whatever i have
and not hoping for anything else
at least now i wont hope for things that will never come true
i trust people quite easily
i dun ask for much
i wont ask why no reply my sms
i wont sms again
cos the reason's so clear
i'm not at all important to even let u spare a sec to return an sms.
how hard can replying a sms be?
i really dunno.
it really shows it all.
and it's abit hurting after all
cos i cared.
i've learnt to be contented with whatever i have
and not hoping for anything else
at least now i wont hope for things that will never come true
Tuesday, September 16, 2008
Monday, September 15, 2008
When u put in too much feelings
u can get angry and disappointed even over the smallest things ever.
just becos u din get what u expected it to be in return.
just becos u are too silly.
just becos u cared too much.
we already know
we are actually not that close even from the start
our worlds dun really meet somehow
we have much differences, i know
we dun hav much chemistry together
but i really felt close
for that once
our paths did cross
didn't we?
or maybe i was wrong?
but i really enjoyed the time spent
and the fun we both had
even for the short period of time
the memories still so clear
i'll always remember
even if the smallest details
even if u ever 4get
u can get angry and disappointed even over the smallest things ever.
just becos u din get what u expected it to be in return.
just becos u are too silly.
just becos u cared too much.
we already know
we are actually not that close even from the start
our worlds dun really meet somehow
we have much differences, i know
we dun hav much chemistry together
but i really felt close
for that once
our paths did cross
didn't we?
or maybe i was wrong?
but i really enjoyed the time spent
and the fun we both had
even for the short period of time
the memories still so clear
i'll always remember
even if the smallest details
even if u ever 4get
Sunday, September 14, 2008
It all ended.
Putting a full stop.
Hope it was a beautiful ending.
All the rehearsals, the hard work, the commitments and the time given by everyone.
We all know the time's tight, more extra time that we needed to spare
The many more days and hours of trainings.
Making us physically tired out and aching all over.
We all know the frustrations, the little arguments, the fun & laughters, the happinesses & unhappiness.
And the many nicknames i had for this exp. I actually quite like the new name: Catherine Danielle Chua. Ha
________________________________________________________________
It was the actual performance finally.
It was all too soon.
The prayer and cheer before the performance.
Giving one another moral supports.
From the first dance till the last.
The dim of the stage lights.
The applauses from the audiences.
The last bow on Victoria Theatre's stage.
The happy screams at the end of the performance
a relief.
It all ended just like that.
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A very big thank you for all the dancers.
Each and everyone.
We spent so much time together.
We have come so far together.
I know i gotta miss you people.
Putting a full stop.
Hope it was a beautiful ending.
All the rehearsals, the hard work, the commitments and the time given by everyone.
We all know the time's tight, more extra time that we needed to spare
The many more days and hours of trainings.
Making us physically tired out and aching all over.
We all know the frustrations, the little arguments, the fun & laughters, the happinesses & unhappiness.
And the many nicknames i had for this exp. I actually quite like the new name: Catherine Danielle Chua. Ha
________________________________________________________________
It was the actual performance finally.
It was all too soon.
The prayer and cheer before the performance.
Giving one another moral supports.
From the first dance till the last.
The dim of the stage lights.
The applauses from the audiences.
The last bow on Victoria Theatre's stage.
The happy screams at the end of the performance
a relief.
It all ended just like that.
________________________________________________________________
A very big thank you for all the dancers.
Each and everyone.
We spent so much time together.
We have come so far together.
I know i gotta miss you people.
Wednesday, September 10, 2008
Sunday, September 07, 2008
Well, left only 1 wk and we'll mark the end our performance on Victoria Theatre's Stage.
The months of trainings,
the efforts and time we committed in
the fun and the bad times
the happy and bad moods
the frustrations and all
the little arguments on the dance steps
and the timing to come to make props
the little injuries here and there
we had them all together
the team work from all of us
at the end when we hear the applause from the audiences,
we know in our hearts
the efforts we put in
they were worth it
really hope that it will be a good one.
everything will be well and good
but when we mark the end of the whole performance
i know i'll miss the time when we were so busy training
although very tiring
but i enjoy the time spent with all the people
the laughters, the complaints, the happy times
it's so ironic
well, now jiayou ba!
later then have my post production blues.
and i'll slowly recover.
The months of trainings,
the efforts and time we committed in
the fun and the bad times
the happy and bad moods
the frustrations and all
the little arguments on the dance steps
and the timing to come to make props
the little injuries here and there
we had them all together
the team work from all of us
at the end when we hear the applause from the audiences,
we know in our hearts
the efforts we put in
they were worth it
really hope that it will be a good one.
everything will be well and good
but when we mark the end of the whole performance
i know i'll miss the time when we were so busy training
although very tiring
but i enjoy the time spent with all the people
the laughters, the complaints, the happy times
it's so ironic
well, now jiayou ba!
later then have my post production blues.
and i'll slowly recover.
Wednesday, September 03, 2008
It's raining outside.
A little heavy i would say.
Windows wide open
looking out of the window
all i see is rain water pouring down
and cool wind blowing in.
i used to like taking a stroll in the rain
let the rain splash down
right from my head to toes
wash away my troubles and worries
get a little drenched
get a little sick
A little heavy i would say.
Windows wide open
looking out of the window
all i see is rain water pouring down
and cool wind blowing in.
i used to like taking a stroll in the rain
let the rain splash down
right from my head to toes
wash away my troubles and worries
get a little drenched
get a little sick
Tuesday, September 02, 2008
Sunday, August 31, 2008
Thursday, August 28, 2008
Lighten up!
No matter how bad things may or may not be right now,
there is plenty of stuff in life that one can celebrate.
Stop dwelling on the worries and the woes that have been swirling around the head lately.
Flip through some old photos and have a good laugh and recall all the fond memories.
Buy many cups of different flavor bubble tea and drink them all by myself!
Just be silly and avoid thinking too deep into your own thoughts.
And life will be easier and happier.
No matter how bad things may or may not be right now,
there is plenty of stuff in life that one can celebrate.
Stop dwelling on the worries and the woes that have been swirling around the head lately.
Flip through some old photos and have a good laugh and recall all the fond memories.
Buy many cups of different flavor bubble tea and drink them all by myself!
Just be silly and avoid thinking too deep into your own thoughts.
And life will be easier and happier.
Wednesday, August 27, 2008
Tuesday, August 26, 2008
Tuesday, August 19, 2008
Sunday, August 17, 2008
Saturday, August 16, 2008
Wednesday, August 13, 2008
In the darkest hours
When you can't take it anymore
And all of the light just fades away
Just like a single flower whose colours have turned to shades of gray
Take each step one day at a time
Let live and let live forget and forgive
It's all how you see it
And just remember keep it together
I can make it
Sometime soon I know I'll see
I'm not defeated
And soon I'll be smiling once again
Then I won't have to feel it
Let it go with the wind
Time passes us by
And know that I'm allowed to cry
and grow strong
When you can't take it anymore
And all of the light just fades away
Just like a single flower whose colours have turned to shades of gray
Take each step one day at a time
Let live and let live forget and forgive
It's all how you see it
And just remember keep it together
I can make it
Sometime soon I know I'll see
I'm not defeated
And soon I'll be smiling once again
Then I won't have to feel it
Let it go with the wind
Time passes us by
And know that I'm allowed to cry
and grow strong
Sometimes I feel like I'm alone
Sometimes I feel like I'm not that strong
Sometimes I feel so frail so small
Sometimes I feel vulnerable
Sometimes I feel a little fragile
A little fragile
If people can see right through my eyes
Like an open door that I can't disguise
I won't be afraid from the tears I cry
I'll not run.
I'll not hide.
this is how I feel inside
Sometimes I feel a little fragile
A little fragile
Sometimes I feel like I'm not that strong
Sometimes I feel so frail so small
Sometimes I feel vulnerable
Sometimes I feel a little fragile
A little fragile
If people can see right through my eyes
Like an open door that I can't disguise
I won't be afraid from the tears I cry
I'll not run.
I'll not hide.
this is how I feel inside
Sometimes I feel a little fragile
A little fragile
Sunday, August 10, 2008
Giving someone all your love is never an
assurance that they'll love you back.
Don't expect love in return;
just wait for it to grow in their heart
but if it doesn't,
be contented that it grew in yours.
It takes only a minute
to get a crush on someone,
an hour to like someone,
and a day to love someone,
but it takes a lifetime to forget someone.
Saturday, August 09, 2008
I wont say it out
I wont really show
I wont really express
and you will never know
that i actually care.
Seeing the tears dropping down
felt the pain u felt at that moment
the impact must be really hard
but I can do nothing
what's done cannot be undone
i cant turn back the time
and stop the hit
just hope that it wont swell tmrw
please go rub some oil
and take care of yourself, auntie.
I wont really show
I wont really express
and you will never know
that i actually care.
Seeing the tears dropping down
felt the pain u felt at that moment
the impact must be really hard
but I can do nothing
what's done cannot be undone
i cant turn back the time
and stop the hit
just hope that it wont swell tmrw
please go rub some oil
and take care of yourself, auntie.
Thursday, August 07, 2008
Something which makes life so lifeless and boring
Good comments Bad comments
Employed or Fired
Back stabbers, politics
Pretenders wearing fake masks everywhere
It's all devils
and you have to pretend too
wearing a fake mask once you step in
really too tired wearing this kind of mask
It's just to earn yourself a living
why make life so hard on yourself and for others?
it is just for the sake of a living isn't it?
Working so hard just to earn as much while you can
and gives yourself so much stress and pressure
what about health?
earn so much also cannot bury with you in the coffin
People matters more than the work you needed to do
If the people are nice, work not that easy
The people will help one another and gives support
ends the day with some comfort and smiles
and everything will be just fine
Work.
cos you HAVE to.
cos you NEED to.
Good comments Bad comments
Employed or Fired
Back stabbers, politics
Pretenders wearing fake masks everywhere
It's all devils
and you have to pretend too
wearing a fake mask once you step in
really too tired wearing this kind of mask
It's just to earn yourself a living
why make life so hard on yourself and for others?
it is just for the sake of a living isn't it?
Working so hard just to earn as much while you can
and gives yourself so much stress and pressure
what about health?
earn so much also cannot bury with you in the coffin
People matters more than the work you needed to do
If the people are nice, work not that easy
The people will help one another and gives support
ends the day with some comfort and smiles
and everything will be just fine
Work.
cos you HAVE to.
cos you NEED to.
Some just past by you
some will stay alittle longer
some are there right from the start
some may just be forgotten
some are always there but never get to notice
and some never really cared but suddenly
slowly touches you little by little as time goes by
and makes you start to care
People come and people go.
Did you ever wonder why do these people come into our lives?
and how beautifully from strangers to friends?
Staying for years and years in your life.
talking abt secrets and sharing all the little things and never hide
just to be there, to give you a pat and say everything will be alright.
some will stay alittle longer
some are there right from the start
some may just be forgotten
some are always there but never get to notice
and some never really cared but suddenly
slowly touches you little by little as time goes by
and makes you start to care
People come and people go.
Did you ever wonder why do these people come into our lives?
and how beautifully from strangers to friends?
Staying for years and years in your life.
talking abt secrets and sharing all the little things and never hide
just to be there, to give you a pat and say everything will be alright.
Friday, August 01, 2008
i can feel that u were so afraid that i anyhow browse through ur hp.
so scared that i go into somewhere i am not supposed to see.
i got no intention to browse anywhere
cos i know is personal
just wanted to help explore
but still...
i shld not have
i did notice
but i did not want to say
driving but kept looking in my direction
or maybe i'm too sensitive
guess u din trust me
Thank you.
so scared that i go into somewhere i am not supposed to see.
i got no intention to browse anywhere
cos i know is personal
just wanted to help explore
but still...
i shld not have
i did notice
but i did not want to say
driving but kept looking in my direction
or maybe i'm too sensitive
guess u din trust me
Thank you.
Saturday, July 19, 2008
Sunday, July 13, 2008
Teach me to be happy go lucky
Teach me to let go of things easily
Teach me to keep my cool
Teach me to take things easy
Teach me to keep a smile on the face
Teach me to be good tempered
Teach me to feel happiness
Teach me not to think so much into things
Teach me not to be too emotional
Teach me not to be stress
Teach me not to have mood swings
Think i'm too confused. Need to have a good slp.
Teach me to let go of things easily
Teach me to keep my cool
Teach me to take things easy
Teach me to keep a smile on the face
Teach me to be good tempered
Teach me to feel happiness
Teach me not to think so much into things
Teach me not to be too emotional
Teach me not to be stress
Teach me not to have mood swings
Think i'm too confused. Need to have a good slp.
Saturday, July 12, 2008
No one's perfect
I know I'm certainly not.
I have more weaknesses than strength that i can count.
I have frequent mood swings now and then
Lately, i kept quiet most of the time
lost interest in anything
I need to have a higher tolerance level
be it anything
I need to be more good tempered
I seriously have to change
I cant get a grip of my own mood
I know it's hard to get along with someone
whose mood swings often, like me
I myself feel hard to get along with myself
I really need to sort things out
talk to my soul, feel my heart
It's really time to grow
I know I'm certainly not.
I have more weaknesses than strength that i can count.
I have frequent mood swings now and then
Lately, i kept quiet most of the time
lost interest in anything
I need to have a higher tolerance level
be it anything
I need to be more good tempered
I seriously have to change
I cant get a grip of my own mood
I know it's hard to get along with someone
whose mood swings often, like me
I myself feel hard to get along with myself
I really need to sort things out
talk to my soul, feel my heart
It's really time to grow
Sunday, July 06, 2008
Tuesday, July 01, 2008
The words that i underlined, simple yet so meaningful.
In this busy life, we hardly have time to stop and take a break,
take some time, even jus a sec,
take a look at ur loved ones,
take a look at ur frens,
take a look at the people around u,
take a look at the world again
maybe u can feel the beauty of a smile,
maybe u can feel the warmth of a touch
maybe u can feel the bliss of simply watching the world go by.
just keep silence and start listening
a little care, concern & understanding
a little patience
sparing some time
at some point of time
maybe will mean so much to someone
life isnt really that beautiful
with all the ups and downs
the hurts and scars
but we grow from them.
colours are added into our lives somehow
although not always
but
at some points of time
different parts of our lives
somewhere, somehow
take a deep breath
leave all the downs, regrets, sadness
its going to be a beautiful new day again
live life the way u want it to be
try is all i can say
make the impossible possible
before
its too late
when
slp finally takes us away forever.
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