why does it always end up like this?

i really dunno what to say.

Frankly,i dun fear of becoming old, not able to walk freely and finally death.

But i really fear the day when loved ones are getting older and older in time to come and sleep finally bring them away forever.

sick
my throat hurts so much so that even when i'm swallowing down my saliva, i can feel the pain.

我想说但说不出来

can u feel what i feel?

Truth is beautiful, without doubt; but so are lies.
Wats real and wats not, is all in your Faith & Doubt.
Faith or Doubt, they come in pair,
I show you doubt, to prove that faith exists.
Wats real and wats not?

你还是没把日期记得
但我希望我送你的礼物，
你能收好。

这个日期，将会成为
回忆... 那再也找不回来的从前
谢谢你.

我想我该放手了