Sunday, August 31, 2008

i still remembered
it was only after 4 years
then suddenly i realised u just really shine.
sitting at a distance and appreciate
was such a beautiful sight

Dun ask me y.
cos i just really dunno why.
and u never failed to capture me deeper everytime
whenever i see u perform again

Thursday, August 28, 2008

Lighten up!
No matter how bad things may or may not be right now,
there is plenty of stuff in life that one can celebrate.
Stop dwelling on the worries and the woes that have been swirling around the head lately.
Flip through some old photos and have a good laugh and recall all the fond memories.
Buy many cups of different flavor bubble tea and drink them all by myself!
Just be silly and avoid thinking too deep into your own thoughts.
And life will be easier and happier.

Wednesday, August 27, 2008

it's my 4th cup of bubble tea today.
not even 1 wk.
can see that i'm so not happy.

Tuesday, August 26, 2008

Tuesday, August 19, 2008

emptiness is all i felt.
so so empty in within.
really.

no one knew how alone i was feeling.
cos u are not me.
u dunno how i am feeling.
the emptiness i tried so hard to hide.

no one knew
cos i covered up so nicely.

Sunday, August 17, 2008

缘分是一种非常美丽和奇妙的东西?
从完全一个陌生人
到成为朋友
是一件很美的事
不管早相遇,晚相遇
不管在哪,会遇见就是有缘份
有缘人终究会遇见。

是你的,就是你的
不必苦苦强求
但现在拥有的
要知足,要珍惜, 要好好握紧
因为不知几时会突然从你手中失去
失去了就不要后悔
已太迟了

最终你会发现
勉强是没有幸福的
虽缘吧
I've looked at life from both sides now
From win and lose and still somehow
It's life's illusions I recall
I really don't know life at all.

Saturday, August 16, 2008


a very nice cake!
so cool.
Sometimes you just have to turn your back and walk away.
Whether walking out on your friends, your family, or the love of your life.

Sometimes walking away is the hardest thing to do
but the best thing in the end.

Thursday, August 14, 2008


simply cool.
imagine....
to be driving this car...
i must be in my dreams

Wednesday, August 13, 2008

In the darkest hours
When you can't take it anymore
And all of the light just fades away
Just like a single flower whose colours have turned to shades of gray

Take each step one day at a time
Let live and let live forget and forgive
It's all how you see it
And just remember keep it together
I can make it
Sometime soon I know I'll see

I'm not defeated
And soon I'll be smiling once again
Then I won't have to feel it
Let it go with the wind
Time passes us by
And know that I'm allowed to cry
and grow strong
Sometimes I feel like I'm alone
Sometimes I feel like I'm not that strong
Sometimes I feel so frail so small
Sometimes I feel vulnerable
Sometimes I feel a little fragile
A little fragile

If people can see right through my eyes
Like an open door that I can't disguise
I won't be afraid from the tears I cry
I'll not run.
I'll not hide.
this is how I feel inside
Sometimes I feel a little fragile
A little fragile

Sunday, August 10, 2008

Photography is a way of feeling, of touching, of loving. 

What you have caught on film is captured forever...
it remembers little things, long after you have forgotten everything.

Giving someone all your love is never an
assurance that they'll love you back.

Don't expect love in return;
just wait for it to grow in their heart
but if it doesn't,

be contented that it grew in yours.

It takes only a minute
to get a crush on someone,
an hour to like someone,
and a day to love someone,

but it takes a lifetime to forget someone.

Saturday, August 09, 2008

I wont say it out
I wont really show
I wont really express
and you will never know
that i actually care.

Seeing the tears dropping down
felt the pain u felt at that moment
the impact must be really hard
but I can do nothing
what's done cannot be undone
i cant turn back the time
and stop the hit
just hope that it wont swell tmrw
please go rub some oil
and take care of yourself, auntie.

Thursday, August 07, 2008

Something which makes life so lifeless and boring
Good comments Bad comments
Employed or Fired
Back stabbers, politics
Pretenders wearing fake masks everywhere
It's all devils
and you have to pretend too
wearing a fake mask once you step in
really too tired wearing this kind of mask

It's just to earn yourself a living
why make life so hard on yourself and for others?
it is just for the sake of a living isn't it?

Working so hard just to earn as much while you can
and gives yourself so much stress and pressure
what about health?
earn so much also cannot bury with you in the coffin

People matters more than the work you needed to do
If the people are nice, work not that easy
The people will help one another and gives support
ends the day with some comfort and smiles
and everything will be just fine

Work.
cos you HAVE to.
cos you NEED to.
Some just past by you
some will stay alittle longer
some are there right from the start
some may just be forgotten
some are always there but never get to notice
and some never really cared but suddenly
slowly touches you little by little as time goes by
and makes you start to care

People come and people go.
Did you ever wonder why do these people come into our lives?
and how beautifully from strangers to friends?
Staying for years and years in your life.
talking abt secrets and sharing all the little things and never hide
just to be there, to give you a pat and say everything will be alright.
Never to get too involved
Never to get too emotional
Never to put in too much feelings
Never to give your heart away so easily
Never to give promises if you know u will break the promise

Tuesday, August 05, 2008

敞开心情回首曾经的错误
  才知平淡是幸福

快不快乐自己清楚
  开心早已变得模糊

幸不幸福自己清楚
  却生在福中不知福

痛不痛苦自己清楚
  心扉藏着几经无助





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Friday, August 01, 2008

Give me strength.
Give me the courage.
Guide me through.
bring me back.
i'm lost.

life still goes on.
the heart still beating
showing that i'm still alive
but a body w/o soul.
is as good as a living dead.
i can feel that u were so afraid that i anyhow browse through ur hp.
so scared that i go into somewhere i am not supposed to see.
i got no intention to browse anywhere
cos i know is personal
just wanted to help explore
but still...
i shld not have

i did notice
but i did not want to say

driving but kept looking in my direction
or maybe i'm too sensitive

guess u din trust me
Thank you.