Well, today is my sec sch speech day...

Why would i go back on a boring speech day which has nothing to do with me?

But since i din go back for almost a yr or so, went back when i was in yr 1... But yr 2 was way too busy... So i decided to go back with 2 of my frens cos my club performing too, long time no see them perform and also to visit some teachers... so might as well...

Their dance wasn't really as strong as my batch's.. Think maybe changed instructor then style also change. Was actually abit disappointed but nvm anyway...

Had a good chat with my fav teacher. She is as usual the pretty one... Never had such a long chat with her before and what's more one to one...

As a student in the sch back then and an ex student of the sch now really makes a difference... Things and people change... Ha everything do change so just face it.

But i really do miss sec sch life other than all the studies and the exams. I missed the ever familiar sch, my frens and some really nice teachers...

The memories were all so beautiful... filled with laughters and tears....

Went for interview today, wore formal.... A hot day....
lucky got a fren staying in the hostel in NUS.. If not i think i dunno how to get to the place of the company...

This is the route of how to get there:
Simei Mrt Station -> Clementi Mrt Station -> Bus 189 -> Internal Shuttle bus -> drop at a stop and walk in -> company.

'Nice long journey' which took an hour plus...

And the interview was also abt an hour... Abit too long? haha...

One funny part in the interview was:
Female interviewer asks some quetions followed by....
Female interviewer: Erm... Is one of ur parents a malay? or?

me: erm... no. I'm a pure chinese.

Female interviewer: Oh ok sorry sorry... Cos u look like malay. so i thought... ~laughs~

Male interviewer: ~laughs~

me: ~laughs~ It's ok... This is not the first time.. Alot of ppl thought i'm a malay too...

Then all: ~laughs~
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reached home....
only one word to describe - TIRED!

How can someone's day be as boring as mine?

Boring.

Boringg..

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I'm simply BORED!!!!

Ever since i got the call that i hav to go for the SIP interview, i wasn't feeling relax and happy anymore. Before that i din hav anything to worry abt.... Just enjoy the holis since the results were already out and can wait till Apirl 17th to know where i hav been posted for the SIP.

But now, haiz.......

Issit dat i very lousy? then must faster go for interview first then if the company dun wan then can get another. If not i got no company... hahahaha

Well, i got a missed call on my hp.

I was wondering who was calling cos i hav no idea who's the person calling usin the no.

3 mins ltr, the hp rang, now a different no.

i picked up the call, and so scary.....

The sip coordinator called and said i hav to go for interview at a certain company on tues.

Then i went to check, oh my @#$#%$%^! It is damn far. The company is in NUS itself.
Simei -> Clementi leh...

But i cant possibly reject the interview because it is far rite?

Well, it's just an interview, i may not be able to get it anyway.

haha... I took out my photo album and started Looking through.. It had been a very very long time ever since i take it out the last time. Today i look at it, i was laughing at myself... I cant believe that was me with all the different poses... You know when u are a child, u tend to be always happily posing for the camera and do funny poses and u do not even care if it's ugly or not... Been a child is always great i think... But everyone has to grow up eventually. What's left is only the childhood pictures and the memories... And sometimes u'll give a smile when u are thinking abt it...

Haha, me and my other 4 dance frens wanted to get our 5 ppl neoprint taken some donkey years ago. But all of us were like soooo busy and stuffs. We had to wait for sooo long and guess what? Today, we will get it taken by all means!

And we also decided to celebrate mz's bday cos her bday is on the 19th. haha. So in the end this 5 ppl neoprint became 7 ppl. And we also went to Party World for karaoke...

And its a yr after expressions. This exact same day. Time really flies..
I still remember that day, Victoria Theatre, 8pm...

Walking through life unnoticed,

When everything seems to be unimportant anymore,

When more and more disappointments happens,

When hopes are no longer worthwhile to dream and wait for,

When care is no longer given out to anyone anymore,

When the heart dies a little more every single second

and Soon the heart closes all its door,

It's time to end.

ha somehow after the so many years of dancing, the passion in me somehow vanish bit by bit. Last time i used to think that dance is always a part of me. But now, i just go for the sake that i must go.

Well, i really hate to let the passion go. Cos i had so much memories with dance and my frens in the troupe. 9 years there. Growing up together with the troupe and my frens. It's not so easy to let go.

But the idea of quitting always pops up in my mind for the past years. It's very tiring to always stuck in the decision. Then i have to think and think shld i leave? or shld i not. I really dunno. Sometimes i'm really happy when in dance. But sometimes the mood is just not right.

well, let nature takes its course ba. Maybe one day i'll offically say that i'm out of dance. And once the decision is made, Dun ever regret. Cos dat is more hurtful...

Well, i guess fate brings people together but faith causes people to be apart.

So what if u meet so many people... People are everywhere... How can u define FATE?

Have u ever wonder why today u will go to that place, get to broad this particular train/bus, at that very point of time and see the different people in the train/bus?
Everytime the different venues, the time will let u meet the different people.
I can be sure that all the time, the people u get to meet are all different faces.

Have u really meet a particular person many times before, at anywhere and any point of time?
I think is very hard? But if fate is there, anything can happen? Ha

But how many of those u met and really get to know them and they maybe even become ur best fren? A fren who u may really share all ur problems, talk to them and when u're helpless, they are there for u? Most importantly, they are true to u.

Well, some people are just really lucky to hav found their true frens and loved ones.

And it all starts from...?

STRANGERS

and sometimes i just wish we aren't friends, just stranger.

Finally,
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