hav you ever felt so comfortable saying anything

simply any little thing

without hesitating to a person?

sometimes i wanna say what i'm feeling

and the things that were kept in my heart

i want to say

but...

the thought that i'm gg back to my sec sch tmrw
is kind of so fascinating and so filled with hope
i'm so excited
i'm happy too
but also
i'm a little afraid
i dunno how to describe

not visiting my teachers or anything else
but for something
something, quite serious
i really dunno where my future lies but
i'm full with passion this one time
something which i think i will like and think will enjoy doing
but i'm not sure if it will be a success

this once familiar place
the environment and things
where i spent for 4 years
when i was much younger
still growing and learning
that's the place

but i should not hope too much
cos the more i hoped
the more disappointing it will be
if it turns out bad

but still i'm soo soo excited
think i cant slp tonite..

ha
it's sun
tmrw's mon
gonna work
then tue
wed
thur
fri
sat and
sun
again, another wk's gone
time's passing fast
hav u treasured the time?

you are you and I am I,
you do your things and I'll do mine too,
and if in the end we meet up together,
it is beautiful.

you said you know
but i say you dont

i think i really dun understand

and so i'm just leaving it
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i read my horoscope today and it says:

Letting go of some of your negative energy is easier to do when you get your heart pumping! So go for a long jog in the woods, hit the gym, or just do some jumping jacks in your kitchen while the cookies are baking! As long as you can fit some kind of exercise into your day, you will help yourself get over an old grudge, forgive someone who wronged you, or shake loose a bad feeling about someone. Focusing on making your life better lets you be more positive overall.

But I slept for half the day instead of exercising..
so i'm not going to get over an old grudge, 4give someone who wronged me or shake loose a bad feeling abt someone?

well do u believe in reading horoscope?

take my heart away
so that i wont feel anything
simply nothing
happy sad angry disappointment
anything

and can still be alive
by then will be a living dead

but i dun mind
i wished i was cold blooded
so nothing can affect me

well, more than 14 years of relationship
and they both finally tied the knot
and everyone showered their blessings on their wedding day
in that high class hotel

set up their own cosy home
designed their own house
make it till so posh and stuffs

yet now they break up
not even a yr of marriage though
i really dun understand

can just 说分开就分开?
难道不知道心会痛？
一点感觉都没有？
那么多一起度过的美好日子
说放弃就放弃
我肯定一切都忘不了。

可能在一起久了，一切都是因为习惯
而再也不是爱情？

如果早知会这样
那为何当初要结婚？
然后再这样的收场？

我真的觉得很可惜。。。
但这最终还是你们的选择和决定。
now seperate ways but still
祝你们两都幸福‘ 快乐吧。

It's monday

i dunno y i started disliking monday ever since i started work

i only love fri nite, saturday and sunday b4 4pm.

cos after 4pm, will start to hav monday blues even though not even monday yet.

then MON, TUE, WED, THUR, FRI, SAT, SUN

all ovr again

again and again...

stayed ovr at cc last nite

but din slp well though

today woke at 5.45am

and all don't wan wake

then early morning make up,tie hair, dress and get ready for perf

was running late cos was told to be there by that time

so like crazy siao cha bo with costumes and make up

ran on the streets to the park where the carnival was

but then we were not late also cos still have to wait in the end


what a Sunday morning!

first was to just stand with props to wait and welcome ministers

then went back cc change costume for dance item

then back again

wait and wait for our turn to perf

no place to sit

sat on stairs and sun shinning

and is so so damn hot today.

well

guess what?

i'm tired & hungry now.