well, new yr dont seems like new yr to me this yr. This yr is so boring!
It is jus some normal days but now it is called new yr cos u get to wear new clothes and got to get red packets and eat new year goodies and see all the long time no see relatives and they are those who are much elder than me. Those only one yr see once that kind. Then you hav to start addressing them one by one once u enter the house, which is so sickneing and i usually dun remember how to address them!
So... anyway after cny, there is good news!

IT'S EXAMS!
what a 'good' news right?

And becuase of exams, i get to not perform for 2 events. Haha, abit happy but also unhappy cos i cant join in the fun with them after new yr.

Well, just hope that exams finish fast and i can pass all my subjects.. i seriously need a runaway...

i'm disappointed! The mosaic assignment i spent so much time doing it and without sleeping. But then that is the grade i get... i dont know what to say. Maybe my work is shit? Whatever... i cant do anything also.

Seriously, these few days i've not been in good mood.
Dun ask me y.
Cos i myself also got no answer!
This is sickening!
I dun feel right and always easily frustrated even for the smallest thing ever!
and also easily angry but i dunno angry for what too!
Dun wish to speak much these days.
What have i got into myself?
Hope everything will be better.
I'm tired, really tired with this thing call 'MOOD SWING' perhaps?
Making me nuts
Cant take it no more!

A silent night
walking home on the dark street alone
tired and weary after a day's of sch and dance
millions of things running through my mind
happiness, sadness, disappointments and all the doubts uncleared.

wind so cold
eyes so dry
heart so empty
soul's gone
passion's gone
all gone
long gone.

come back
please come back
i'm not the real one here
where are u?
give me back my old self
once again
where i can let things go so easily
forget all the things
and move on as if nothing

Colour my world
when everything seems all so grey.
i'm not fine
not at all
i promise