Friday, April 20, 2007

I was browsing through the many photos... Then i came across the Dance chalet pics...
Suddenly i really missed the Dance chalet... which was some long time ago.. And i simply LOVE every single one of the pictures below...



The 3 really bored people in the room posing to the cam infront of the mirror somemore while we were still waiting for our turn to take bath..

Every single pose was so so special and so ever real... Think can never take the same pic with the same pose and the same atmosphere again... And the people taking the photo cannot be replaced, not even 1... Then it will turn out to be totally different... hahas....

hasn't been feeling very good for the past 2 days... Was totally stressed over some freaking sickening thing... it was like a dream...
When u have been left all alone and compromise cannot be done.. It was really hard for everyone, i knoe... how will u feel when u are in the situation? i was totally disheartened... My heart sank... i wished i can vanish into thin air and not worrying abt it anymore... i was just like a garbage where no one wants...

Monday, April 16, 2007

i lead a boring life...
sometimes just living in my own world
sometimes doing the same routine
likes to draw when i feel like it
sometimes do things unexpectedly
my mood swings every now and then
sometimes i feel like vanishing into thin air
can be hyper active
can be quiet all the while
i hate the word busy
i dun like ppl not replying to me
i like listening to songs that can touch me
i dun like adding colours in my drawing
i can be too emotional
but can be cold too
i want an elder sis
i believe that lady luck always not on my side

Think i need some colours to add on my life...
cos it's grey now...
But dats not the end.

Think i need someone really to understand me and not just see my weaknesses
no one is perfect?
can i find that someone?

can i stop the time so that happy moments will never end?
well i skipped dance again tonite! and again not telling the dance coordinator.. Haha... Bad bad but then i'm just lazy!

And today the stupid workers keep on drilling.... Dunno drill What... The whole afternoon... hear the drilling sound... Headache... Just cant u all Stop it....

again it's a boring day!

but soon i'll be having SIP....

So well, let me rot just another wk... cos when SIP starts, think also no time to rot...

Sunday, April 15, 2007

Friendship can be in many kinds:
  1. someone is always giving and the other person not taking
  2. someone always giving and the other person taking but did not show
  3. someone is always giving more and the other person less
  4. someone giving and the other person also give some in return

for 1. - dat someone will give as much as possible at first but will eventually get tired and let go.

for 2. - dat someone will not knoe if the other person care abt this frenship anot. May stay on but may also let go.

for 3. - This friendship will last if dat someone really treasure the friend and does not mind giving more.

for 4. - This friendship may be a true one if the giving and taking last...

In different friendships, U may be dat someone or u may be the other person.

Only U know which category u belong to.

Can u guess which is the tallest building in singapore that can reach the sky and touch the moon and star?

Tuesday, April 10, 2007

haha.. went bugis with some of my sec sch frens... Long time did not meet up, so met for dinner cum gathering.. haha

After dinner, Went to take neoprint...
8 ppl squeezing inside that small machine... It was hot hot hot.. Damn hot... need to take dunno how many shots and choose 6 out of them... we took a long time to position ourselves...

So we kept squeezing to make sure that all the faces can be inside and decrease the chance of blocking each other...

But still....



some faces got blocked... Cant help it... too many people... haha

Monday, April 09, 2007

Maybe last time if u asked me not to go dance, i'll protest...
I do not care about what others said, even they said they're not gg, i'll still go.
The passion for dance was too strong then.
The thought of gg dance was so exciting, so eager...
I used to think that dance is my everything.
A piece of my heaven.

But now...
the passion faded... slowly bit by bit.. i do not know when it will be faded totally...
Dont ask me y... cos i dont hav an answer myself.
but i still know that i still have lots and lots of memories...
Wonderful memories that cannot be replaced..

With the long hours of practising, but just the few minutes of performance on stage. This isn't the impt thing.
The most important thing is the team spirit of all the dancers in the troupe is strong and the good and bad of times that we had together.. We practised hard, spent so much time together and finally received the applauses together.
Every dancer's wish is to hear the loud applauses from the audiences when we finished the dance.
The loud applauses is the greatest gift for the dancers. Need no compliments, need no hurraying, just an applause, means everything to a dancer on stage!
On the stage,under the spotlights, with the glamorous costumes, with sweat and the smiles, receiving the applauses...
At the audiences seats, full house and giving the loud applauses.

Growing together with my LKDT mates and the troupe.
I hope that the bond between us shld never break even if i shld leave one day
The many other performances else where and the big stage of Victoria Theatre...
I think this is the best part of my life i have ever had.
well... it's a mon today. And shld hav dance at nite.

Me and my frens have been deciding whether to go for dance ltr since yesterday.
Till now then decided: Not to go. Cos we all so lazy. Plus the both of us used a coin to toss and it granted us 'the permission' not to go.. haha we were too bored and LAME....

But to our surprise....

The decision was made by tossing a coin. Head= go Tail= dun go.
We tossed 3 times and guess what? My fren and i had the same exact results:
1) tail
2) head
3) tail
haha so you mo qi...
But we tried again to be extra confirm...

so we tossed 3 times again:
1) head
2) tail
3) tail
Guess what? same results again...
can u believe dat?
It's fated that we shld not go dance today... haha

Friday, April 06, 2007

got angry...
Cos you cared?

got sad...
Cos you cared?

got ur mood low...
Cos you cared?

got hurt...
Cos you cared?

got disappointed...
Cos you cared?
What if...

You are someone else?

What if...

You changed gender?

What if...

You are some really super superstar?

What if...

You are born in a family where your dad's the president or some super rich?

What if...

You are born with some handicap?

What if...

You have super natural powers?

What if...

You cared so much for a person but the person dun even want to care abt u?

What if...

You regretted for something that u did/ no chance to do?

What if...

You only left a day to live?



But there's no what if...
There is only a Yes or No. True or False. Real or Unreal. Dream or Reality.