i already stopped taking things so hard
especially with handling emotions
not giving any single bit of my heart away anymore
never to give in too much feelings to anyone

BUT

i dunno when it all started
maybe is the little things that we do together
i dunno when u start to have that little place in my heart
just like spore
a little dot on the world's map
Sadly
my heart is way too too small compared to the world's map
so that little place that u stand in my heart
is actually so much so much

i cared
i got angry
y giving urself so much trouble to care
and get angry in the end

U will not be seeing this post and u never will
i jus wanna say it out
u did make me start to care again
but i would like to get over u
cos i know...
i dun have a place in ur heart

last nite i dreamt of u,
u pretty one
u have got the charm somehow
and make me so into u for that 4 yrs
yes u...
i do not know why u appeared in my dreams
but it was not really a good dream
i think i wanna see u again tonite but a good dream

Good nite... Zzz

Not a habit
Not a daily routine

It was always so nice and warms the heart
when ending each of the day
whoever's sleeping first
text the other with only a simple good nite wish
or concluding a little of the happenings for the day
updating each other every nite
at least there is this person on mind
before going to bed

How nice can this be...
If it still...