this 2 simple words
sorry and thanks

u will never know how i read it
i just know what u wanna to convey

thank you.
cos i know what to do.

i always wonder

if things ain't like this
will it be like something else?

will it happen to be better?
or will it happen to be worse?

choices
choices that i choose
i think i always made the wrong decisions
and chose the wrong choices
and often
i try not to regret
but somehow i did

and yes i did.
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life's always so complicated

cant i just live simple & happy?

ha

tossed on bed at 11

till 12 plus

and i cant get into slp again

it's bad

but i know i'm tired

now right eye red

cos kept rubbing

and running nose again

hope it wont run away!

hahaha

what a nite

i've been very sleepy and tired
for this whole wk
even if i had my sleep
not feeling well though

i know i still care when i took my hp and started to sms
even jus 2 words in the sms

i'll sleep soon

As usual i wont say a word
even if i dun feel good

maybe one day i wont feel this way anymore
and that's when
i'm tired
all tired
to even care.

cos i already knew...

Auntie, u better take care and get well soon
stop overworking
work's never ending
i'm sure ppl ard u dun wish to see u getting sick.

feeling real shit.

wanna scream and shout like nobody's business
shutting myself
just tired of everything
anything

but after all
i dunno how to vent all the frustrations
i just know how to keep silence

so just go to sleep.

The second song on my playlist- Chiquitita by ABBA

A song, you once dedicated to me so long ago.

I felt so glad hearing the song at that point of time.

cos the lyrics so meaningful.

Describing so right.

even now, I feel so much better whenever i hear it when i'm not feeling so good

even though it's not the same anymore

Thank you.

here it goes...
Chiquitita, tell me what's wrong
You're enchained by your own sorrow
In your eyes there is no hope for tomorrow
How I hate to see you like this
There is no way you can deny it
I can see that you're oh so sad, so quiet

Chiquitita, tell me the truth
I'm a shoulder you can cry on
Your best friend, I'm the one you must rely on
You were always sure of yourself
Now I see you've broken a feather
I hope we can patch it up together

Chiquitita, you and I know
How the heartaches come and they go and the scars they're leaving
You'll be dancing once again and the pain will end
You will have no time for grieving
Chiquitita, you and I cry
But the sun is still in the sky and shining above you
Let me hear you sing once more like you did before
Sing a new song, Chiquitita
Try once more like you did before
Sing a new song, Chiquitita

So the walls came tumbling down
And your love's a blown out candle
All is gone and it seems too hard to handle
Chiquitita, tell me the truth
There is no way you can deny it
I see that you're oh so sad, so quiet

Chiquitita, you and I know
How the heartaches come and they go and the scars they're leaving
You'll be dancing once again and the pain will end
You will have no time for grieving
Chiquitita, you and I cry
But the sun is still in the sky and shining above you
Let me hear you sing once more like you did before
Sing a new song, Chiquitita
Try once more like you did before
Sing a new song, Chiquitita
Try once more like you did before
Sing a new song, Chiquitita

some things left undone
some words left unsaid
some feelings left unexpressed

and even if it's done
and even if it's said
and even if it's expressed

all will never be noticed
so now put an end to it.

well
this is ****
stupid flu bug
cant it just stay far far away from me!
it's coming to me again
when it only just seems to be alittle better
kept sneezing whole day long
nose may just drop off anytime
it's seriously terrible
feeling so sick

thanks tissue papers to be there for me
when i needed it most.
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everyone busy with their own lives
busy with all the things
leading different lives
having different priorities
no time for conversations
no time for any other little things
well, just appreciate the differences

天空间飘来的雨
滴滴洒落在我心里
大雨就要开始不停的下
该不该躲这场雨

我的心已经完全的没有主张
我的心已经完全的失去方向
带我到没有爱情的地方

nose still blocked

still not able to breathe properly

mood not very good

not a very nice day

and then sunday

and then monday

got to work again

it's raining

i only know next time = dunno when

so i nvr reply

all the next time will be forget and forgotten.

jiayou on the presentation

and hope u dun no good mood le

take care.