I'm jus a very simple person. But I wont deny dat sometimes i'm demanding... But y shld i be demanding for things i Dun care? Cos i cared so i demand... Get it? If i dun care anymore i will just let it be...

I always show the strong side of me, it's very tiring. I do have my emotions and my limits too.. Everyone hav theirs too.. But i usually will hide them and dun wish to voice out but do not think dat i dun voice out or oppose means dat i'm easy to walk ovr! Sometimes i jus anything lor even if i dun want cos sometimes it's hard to say NO...

Dun ever judge me by my cover cos it's usually not the true way to express myself. I may seems very happy and as if nothing happens on the outside but who knows in the inside? You are not me and can never be like me... Ppl may hate me for the way i'm but what can i do? I jus hav to do the things which i think is right. You dun hav to always follow the crowd and do things you do not want. Ppl may talk bad things behind u but it's better than forcing yourself to do it. They are not u. And Ppl do things for a reason.
Or i put this way, everyone is different, they live their lives differently, hav different mindset and different thinking, hav different ways of handling their emotions and their problems.. Ppl are difficult creatures to truly understand them. And are they really true to u? Some ppl can act so well. Well, u do not knoe...

Whatever it is, i only wish to jus hav true fren(s) who will show care and concern and i'll be contented.. I once thought my true fren appeared but i lost the feeling and soon i lost my soul too... Maybe i jus cant find my true fren for my whole life... I really do not need lots and lots of hi and bye frens... These frens are jus ppl u can joke and laugh with. They can never be the ones to share ur story... Can i meet my true fren? I'll be waiting... And i sincerely pray...